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thank you for the words you have said.

i can forgive you, but i will never forget.

i want to but i cant.

i will never reply to whatever you had said before.

because whatever i say, you will think that i only want to win.

i never want it.

tapi ramay je ckp i want to win.

i just defensing myself.

before this i just let others step on me.

i just kept quiet.

nobody wants to defense me.

later i realized that i have to defense myself instead of hoping other people will say out something for me.

but now.

people hate it when i do it.

my besties hate it.

you hate it.

you say something that u know will makes me hurt just to make me kept quiet n not trying to win.

you only think that i wants to win.

i never think of it.

never.

thanks sayang.

im hurt.

i cannot cry.

it wont came out.

thats why im hurt.

its because i cannot cry.

please dont ever say whatever i had type or sms or bloggings. i hate it. even it is from my heart.

i feel like you are teasing me.

i kept telling you that but you ignored me.

so, i decided to tell you in my blog.

once you read it, just keep quiet.

i know what i write.

you dont have to tell me.