May

bulan May.

why May?

why?

whyyyyyyyy????????????

blog layout baru?

hm hm. quite susah nak pakay lah.
kenapa tukar yang baru?
hm hm.
i is lazy to learn.

Dip. in Business holder

alhamdulillah.
habis dah  Diploma life.
result quite okay eventhough my result was down yang teramat.
part1 sampay part 5 naik je.
part 6 terus turun.
why?
padan la muka.
banyak sangat buat salah.
banyak sangat berangan.
shame on you.

but still thanked god,
dapat jugak anc.
syukur sangat.
Allah beri peluang untuk merasa dapat anugerah tu.

cant wait for continuing degree.

freakin bored.

freakin stress.

i is vant study.

i is vant working.

i is vant to live w my own way.

i is vant freedom.

is is vant my life.

ego

• se-ego ego saya.
• ego lagi babu.
• dia ni seriously.
• i cant win over the ego.
• gggrrrr
• pleaselah.
• lower down your ego.
• please.
• im beggin.
• please.
• manusia pertama yang egonya melebihi saya.
• *except for abahlah kan.
• hish,
• mana boleeeehhh.
• ini melampauu.
• :(

wahai bff

boleh dak?

if tukar url ke, wat private ke.

bagitaw laaaahh kat sayaaaaaaaaa.

nak buka ta boleh. tahuuuuuuuuu.

marah ni.

marah ni.

jumpa naty, aku gigit sekoq sekoq.

cant wait to meet you guysssss.

nak huggggsss!!!

ohh bff, i love you bitches.

baby eus demam

last week, eus demam panas. 

on friday, my sis gets worried as her friends told that a baby is too young to have this ulcer in the mouth.

she said maybe its the HFMD- hand,foot, mouth disease.

all of us were very shocked.

mama cried as soon as she heard the news.

she insists abah to go back to jb.

me siap google n done some research about the disease.

then abah texted, lepas makan, balik umah pack barang then straight to eus.

me n mama lompat2 keriangan. hewhewhew

so on that day, we went to jb after 'packing' (actually main letak je dalam bakul sebab mama abah nak sampay cepat)

when we arrived at the hospital, abg nizam was taking eus for a walk.

so they saw us walking to eus room.

eus called me as soon as he saw me.

'ma tu'

n he grab n hugs me.

i felt like crying!!!!

he still remembers me.

even though we barely can meet.

about half an hour, eus hugs me n dont want anyone else.

then my hands shaken n im afraid if eus would fall so i gave eus to mama.

3 hari eus duduk hospital.

satu minit pun dah buat orang sume risau.

ni kan 3 hari.

sayang please jangan buat maksu risau lagi.

i dont mind if u wanna pull out my hair.

bite my face.

shouting and yelling.

babbling.

bullying.

throwing.

puek balik whatever foods u ate. -_-

i just want you to be happy.

active as u used to be.

i love you very much sayang.

First day- ta sampay hati tengok dia moody. :(

2nd day-night da start active. cuma belum makan je.

2nd day - the only drinks yang bole masuk dalam perut dia. makan tanak. susu tanak. :(

attention seeker

people hate that.

will you stop?

me too.

sometimes i did that.

not purposely.

TAK SENGAJA OKAY.

hewhewhew

sorry if i had done that before.

now i realized how annoyed you can be with theseeee attention seeker.

sorry again.\

my bad.

:D

imissthis.

can i have this,babu?

:)

thesongbyAdele

"One And Only"

You've been on my mind
I grow fonder every day,
Lose myself in time
Just thinking of your face
God only knows
Why it's taken me so long
To let my doubts go
You're the only one that I want

I don't know why I'm scared, I've been here before
Every feeling, every word, I've imagined it all,
You never know if you never try
To forgive your past and simply be mine

I dare you to let me be your, your one and only
Promise I'm worthy to hold in your arms
So come on and give me a chance
To prove that I'm the one who can
Walk that mile until the end starts

I've been on your mind
You hang on every word I say
Lose yourself in time at the mention of my name
Will I ever know how it feels to hold you close?
And have you tell me whichever road I choose you'll go

I don't know why I'm scared 'cause I've been here before
Every feeling, every word, I've imagined it all,
You'll never know if you never try
To forgive your past and simply be mine

I dare you to let me be your, your one and only
I promise I'm worthy to hold in your arms
So come on and give me a chance
To prove that I'm the one who can
Walk that mile until the end starts

I know it ain't easy
Giving up your heart
I know it ain't easy
Giving up your heart

(Nobody's perfect, trust me I've learned it)
I know it ain't easy, giving up your heart
(Nobody's perfect, trust me I've learned it)
I know it ain't easy, giving up your heart

I know it ain't easy
Giving up your heart
I know it ain't easy
Giving up your heart

So I dare you to let me be your, your one and only
I promise I'm worthy to hold in your arms
So come on and give me a chance
To prove that I'm the one who can
Walk that mile until the end starts
Come on and give me a chance
To prove that I'm the one who can
Walk that mile until the end starts.

can i?  

 :')

season

is this a season for heartbreaks or what?

i dont wanna face it.

its enough.

not ready to face it anymore.

:(

please please please be nice to me.

dont break my heart.

:/

marriage

ramainya yang dah and nak kahwin.

saya juga mahu.

tapi tapi

saya ada macam2 halangan.

T_T

hoping that everything is going to be just fine.

Insyaallah.

the heart

the heart is filled by someone.

someone that she dont know whether she can have him or not.

the heart has try her best to love someone else.

but she never success to love other than him.

the heart keep apologizing to others.

the heart can only like but not love.

expensive memories that i can never afford to buy

you know who you are.

even though i don't know if you ever read my blog or not. 

just wanna thanked you for everything you had did for me.

for being very patience.

for giving those surprises.

for the unforgettable sweetest memories.
for being such a lovely person.
for being most romantic.
for seriously protecting me.
for being very supportive.
for deactivating your number when you're with me.
for keeping your promises.
for trying your best.
for giving me the chance.
for letting me meet your sister's family.
for giving me the best as you can.
for everything.

the memories,
i appreciate it.
wont regret it.
i just love it too much.
will remembers it vividly.





Thank You. :*

him

i'll be seeing him on 29 march.

excited.

but,

scared.

why am i so fat?

why cant i lose my weight easily?

why must i eat?

whyyyyyyyyyyy.

i iz vantz to zlim.

its impossible to slim now.

look at the time dude.

another 10 days left.

T_T

sobsobsob

No more Nini

Im not using 'nini' as my commercialized name in the blogs anymore. 

Insyaallah in any place in the internet too.

The name is very special to me.

 Only special selected  person can call me in that name.

*you know who you are.

 :)

just realized

my age in this blog is still 19 yeras old!

hewhewhew.

im still young.

envy me.

:D

from a shaken hearts

:)
so long bloggie baby.
im sorry for not updating you all this while.
well, since this is my last sem,got so much things to do n to thinks.

i'll be updating you later.
lav you bebeh.
>,<

home alone

yeay
family termasuk ucop sume kua g wedding org belgium n g bird park.
im left alone.
sebab tak sihat.
kenapela ta sihat time2 mcm ni.
haih.
muntah n cherry berry.
kenapepun tataw.
smalam demam panas tetibe.
kenape ehhhhhhhhhhhh
dala sorg je kene mcm ni.
scaryyy pulak.
mintak2 tade pape.
Amin.

u,the first b i had.

imissyou,b.

melatah

hurm. bloggie baby..

memang aku mlatah.

org poke sikit da mlatah.

i will cakap ngarut2 or terkeluar whatever things in my mind or ulang balik ape aku cakap tadi.

tapi

tak sangke pulak yang hati sendiri pun cepat mlatah.

hurm.

maybe aku da melampau kali ni.

aku ego.

aku sedar.

aku unmatured.

hurm.

aku taw aku salah.

tapi nape aku susah sangat nak say sorry even aku dah taw dy ta salah??

nape aku ego sangat dgn dy?

mintak maaf kat blog je bole tak?

tapi macamla u bace kan.

hurm.

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!

rindunye dekat u!!!!!!

rindu taw rindu.

i unfriend u.

jahatkan i?

i taw.

sebab i ego.

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!

i suke wat kputusan mlulu.

i menyesal.

i sedih.

i rindu.

i geram.

i cemburu.

i nak u!

kamsahamnida.

cuaeyo.

chengcha chengcha.

saranghae.

benci tapi rindu

tolongla.
sangat sakit okay.
sakit sangat2
u will never know.
i benci u sangat.
sangat benci.
i benci gila.
i benci!!!!!!!!!!!!
bencii!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

bodoh sekali aku ni.

Diana nasution-benci tapi rindu

bila

bila awak rindu,

bila awak perlu,

awak cari saya.

saya TAK kisah.

langsung.

betul TAK kisah.

Dmassiv-Apa salahku

balik jengka.

yeay.yeay. *muka sedih
tanak balik lagi.
nak duk umah.
nak cuti.
bila balik jengka je mama aba mesty g sane sini.
salu gitu.
cemburu betul.
bila orang cuti tade pulak dia nak bawak.
-.-

'Seronok' di jengka

-bawak kereta macam orang tade lesen.

-jalan luas pun ta rety nak balancekan, apetah lagi jalan sempit esp kat jengka tuh.

-nak jimat tataw macam mana. full tank pun 80++.

-nak bayar sewa lagi.

-duit makan yang konpemnya mahal.

-stickerkereta.

-homey like kampung style.

-banyak serangga plus ulat.

-pblanjaan urus sendiri.

-cuci uma sendiri.

-masak sendiri.

serius tataw bole survive atau tak.

serius tanak hadapi.

serius tanak balik.

serius tak tipu.

kbye.

penangan si dia

1. for me, if i said i dont want, it means tanaklah kan? but if dgn si dia, dah nak berjuta kali i tried to buang dia, still,ta dapat jugak. makin nak ada lah.

2.changed. tatawlah kenapa, drpd dulu sampay skrg, im just being myself bila dgn dia. ehem contoh macam baik. ta jerit2. baik gila okay. macam kene tunduk pun ada. -.-

3.improving myself. only he can do it. dorongan n support dia, buatkan saya jd lebih besemangat.kata2 dia buat saya terdiam n berfikir lebih ke arah positif.

4.lebih menyayangi Allah. maybe u don't know a thing pun pasal ni. u don't realize pun yang ni. sebab, makin saya rindu, saya bgtahu pada Allah. n it makes me more tenang. without notice, u've changed me into a different person. i dont know to whom i should tell all this because no one will understand how i felt towards you. even u don't. apatah lagi orang luarkan?

5. sick. haa.yg ni pun u dont know. whenever u tade, saya asyik jatuh sakit. like now. kenapa ya penangan awak ni hebat betul? ke saya yang tak betul ni? ahha

The only you....

to be continued. maybelah. or i should keep all that for myself. adelah rasie2 sikit2. cancel to be continued tuh.
hoho.
now, im just pasrah n redha. i miss you so much. guess i really need u to be by my side. but i cant. and we cant. like u said before, biar masa menentukan. if ada jodoh, ada la kan? i memg heartbroken, tapi bukan dgn org lain. dgn u.
 sjahat2i, snakal2 i.....i pegang kata2 tu..habissla youuuu..haha..
ibenciyousangat2.kbye

dulu, sekarang, akan datang maybe.

Samsons-masih mencintainya

aku masih mencintainya
masih menyayanginya
meski telah ada kamu

aku masih ingin memilikinya
masih mendekapnya
meski telah ada kamu
kekasihmu

reff:
oh maafkanlah aku
bukan ku tak mencintaimu
tetapi hati berkata berbeda

oh ampunilah aku
ku tak bisa mencintaimu
sepenuh hatiku lagi

aku masih ingin memeluknya
masih ingin menciumnya
meski telah ada kamu
kekasihku

repeat reff [2x]

Source: http://liriklaguindonesia.net/samsons-masih-mencintainya.htm#ixzz1dJVmxGlP

jaga selalu hatimu

Merindukanmu selalu ku rasakan

selalu memelukmu penuh cinta

itu yang selalu aku inginkan

Kau mampu membuatku tersenyum

dan kau bisa membuat nafasku lebih bererti

Terima kasih banyak banyak. ;)

sabar

ku sedar ku siapa.
ku sedar ku bagaimana.
i'll try my best to sweep u away.
because i know that u r not mine.


jelousy is killing me.

Alhamdulillah. :)

result exam dah sampai.

Syukur Alhamdulillah.

tak terkandas, tapi menaik.

Thank you ya Allah.

Thank you so much.

i love you.

:)

cinta harus memiliki

Sejauh ku berlari

Meninggalkan dirimu

Masih bayangmu yang menawan

Sekuat ku mencoba

Melupakanmu kasih

Lalu mengapa ku tak sanggup

;/

*lagu Anuar Zain

hellokittytigger.nyomel angat!

im just missing you.

you dont know how my heart's about to burst
into a thousand pieces when being with you.

bobobongsu. ;D

♥ Anak Bongsu

Mendengar ungkapan anak bongsu saja cukup memadai untuk membuat tafsiran bagaimanakah sikap anak bongsu. Mereka sering digambarkan sebagai seorang yang manja dan besar kepala dan mahukan orang lain mengikut kehendak mereka sahaja. Mereka perlukan orang lain untuk melakukan apa saja dalam hidup. Sering dikatakan mereka kurang berjaya dalam hidup memandangkan sikap ketidakpercaya ibu bapa terhadap mereka. Biarpun mereka berjaya namun sikap ibu bapa sendiri membuatkan hidup mereka terbatas. Mungkin ibu bapa sentiasa berasakan anak bongsu memerlukan perlindungan mereka buat selama-lamanya.

Ciri-ciri yang ada pada mereka ialah :

* happy go-lucky dan yakin diri.
* manja.
* berkeinginan dan bercita-cita tinggi.
* sukar membuat keputusan sendiri.


*taken from fara sayang  punya belogg..teheeeee..;D

pembedahan plastik?

just a short story after a long holiday.sorry bloggiebaby.;)


there is someone i know agak2 stahun lepas kot. itu pun bekenalan je pastu langsungtade kontek pape dah.
apparently, beberapa minggu yang lepas, ada my friend ni tercerita la something while kitorg tgah gossip2.
tetaw dy telepas cakap or apa la kan.
................
sahabat: babe, cmane u jage muka u eh?
me:tade la jaga sangat pun. malas jeh
sahabat:yeke? alah. muka u da beki bole la cite.
me:beki ape pulak ni?
sahabat:ade orang  cakap u g indon dulu u buat surgeri.janganla rasie ngn i.*muka cuak
me:*blur. i ta penah lah. sala orang kot?
sahabat: ta lah. sambil ckp smbil tgk gamba kat fb u pulakk.
me:sumpah i ta penah wat taw.banyak pulak duit i na wat mende tu. baik i g sedot lemak je.sape u?
sahabat: *polan.  kenal kan?
me: kenal. but ta lah kenal sngt.just dulu dy add then bekenalan kejap then i dah ta rep ape2 msg dy.
sahabat: dy tu budak skolah i dulu.
me:oh. okay. ;/




serius tak penah terpk langsung mende2 gitu.bukan nak ckp muka da cantik sangatttt ke ape ke. but saye taw la dosa n banyaaakkk la pulakk duit enn.if banyak sangat baik g sedut lemak or ape2 program yang bole kurus.pastu makan best2 pastu g kurus balik. haa..senang hidup mcm tu..

kepada si polan, sudah2 la tu okay? i dont know u, u dont know me. apa salah saya? im sorry if ada wat u tersinggung or anything.

i want tish sho much!

nampak mcm main2 je..nakk!! ta pnah jumpa lg wat masa ni..tape,naty dajumpa kite beli ye wany ye..sabar ye..tapi kite tgk harga dy dulu ye..okay ye? sabar ye? memg comey angat2 an?an? tape2..sabar dulu ye..;)

thank you

thanks sgt2 kepada manusia2 yg telah mengutuk, mencaci,memaki saya dgn niat marah2 bukan beguraw.
fuck wani, pukimak, babi,sial, bitch.dll


ingat sy tataw ke awak sape? thanks sgt..its okay for u to talk anything bad about me but WHY nak libatkan my families pulak? ko ingt ko sorg je ke bole mncarut? ape kau ingat family kau tu perfect sangat sampay bole nak mencaci family org lain?

im sorry but i will not forgive you, whoever yg mngata family sy mcm2 tu. ta kisah yg wat fitnah tu ke,yg mnyebarkan ke. kesah? ko nak aku maafkan? bole? kol aku, terus terang ape masalah kau n bersihkan nama aku balik. baru ak maafkan kau n ikut suka kau nak wat pe pastu nak berambus ke nak jd kawan ke. aku tak kesah.

hidup ni bukan kau sorang je dalam dunia. ada orang lain. pikir la skit. guna otak. da besa panjang. bukannya masing2 baru umur 5 tahun. nobody is perfect la brader. sume org wat ksilapan. lain la kalau kau tu memg ganjil,pelik, or even a WEIRDO.

kalau kau benci aku, mnyampah dgn aku, kau blah la dr hidup aku. ape masalah kau nak mnyendel2 pastu jaja cerita bagai. kau blah je jd ko tayah rase mluat dgn aku kan? senang je cte, kau tak suke, kau blah. blah je. jgn bnyk mulut. aku ni bukan perfect. bnyk lagi masalah aku yg lain yg nak aku setel kan dr setelkan kau. buang masa aku, buang masa otak aku.

ok? law ko nak kan kemaafan dr aku, wat ape yg aku cakap. hp ak bukak. if tutup satu, satu lg konpem bukak. ak tade blacklist mne2 nombor. lastly, ko tak payah nak jadi babi dalam hidup aku. buang masa aku je nak samak nanty. ko bole berambus lah.

chase me. i love it.

If shes amazing, she wont be easy.

 If shes easy, she wont be amazing.

 If shes worth it, u wont give up. 

If u give up, u're not worthy.

If a woman cry in front of you.....

Jika seorang wanita menangis di hadapanmu,
Itu bererti dia tak dapat menahannya lagi.

Jika kamu memegang tangannya saat dia menangis,
Dia akan tinggal bersamamu sepanjang hidupmu.

Jika kamu membiarkannya pergi,
Dia tidak akan pernah kembali lagi menjadi dirinya yang dulu.
Selamanya….

Seorang wanita tidak akan menangis dengan mudah,
Kecuali di depan orang yang amat dia sayangi.
Dia menjadi lemah.

Seorang wanita tidak akan menangis dengan mudah,
Hanya jika dia sangat menyayangimu,
Dia akan menurunkan rasa egonya.

Lelaki, jika seorang wanita pernah menangis keranamu,
Tolong pegang tangannya dengan pengertian.

Dia adalah orang yang akan tetap bersamamu sepanjang hidupmu.
Lelaki, jika seorang wanita menangis keranamu.
Tolong jangan mensia-siakannya.

Mungkin kerana keputusanmu, kau merosak kehidupannya.

Saat dia menangis di depanmu,
Saat dia menangis keranamu,

Lihatlah matanya….

Dapatkah kau lihat dan rasakan sakit yang dirasakannya?

Fikirkan….

Wanita mana lagikah yang akan menangis
dengan murni, penuh rasa sayang,
Di depanmu dan keranamu……

Dia menangis bukan kerana dia lemah
Dia menangis bukan kerana dia menginginkan simpati atau rasa kasihan

Dia menangis,
Kerana menangis dengan diam-diam tidaklah memungkinkan lagi.

Lelaki

Fikirkanlah tentang hal itu

Jika seorang wanita menangisi hatinya untukmu,
Dan semuanya kerana dirimu.

Inilah waktunya untuk melihat apa yang telah

Hanya kau yang tahu jawapannya….

Pertimbangkanlah

Kerana suatu hari nanti

Mungkin akan terlambat untuk menyesal,
Mungkin akan terlambat untuk mengatakan ‘MAAF’!!

taken from,

kak dilah's blog.

♥

pernahkah?

Pernahkah Kau Bermimpi Seketika
Berada Di Tempatku
Membayangkan Pahit Manis Berlalu
Entah Siapa Yang Tahu

(2)
Mungkin Nanti Kau Jua Merasakan
Berdepan Dengan Kata Menyesakkan
Takkan Tugumu Kebal
Tiada Pertimbangan

Chorus

Keheningan Malam Membangunkan
Kepayahan Jiwa Meluahkan
Andai Kau Jujur Memahami
Tiadaku Menjauhi

Dan Kisahku Yang Masih Panjang
Menambahkan Berat Yang Memandang
Lantas Ku Pendam
Ku Putuskan Biarlah Rahsia

Bridge
Semakin Aku Hidup Dalam Cinta
Tiada Kuasa Mampu Menghalangnya
Hentikan Kata Kata
Bertulangkan Dusta

Ulang chorus

Pernahkah Kau Bermimpi Seketika
Berada Di Tempatku

what should i do?

when i let you go one step further,
my eyes overflowed with tears
when you walk one step further,
more tears are falling
as move away to a place
where i can’t reach you,
even if i reach out my hand
i can’t reach you,i can only cry

CHORUS:

what i should i do?
what should i do ?
you’re leaving
what i should i do?
what should i do ?
you are leaving me
i love you,
i love you
i cry out to you
but you can’t hear me because
i am only shouting in my heart

all day long i try to forget you,
but i think of you again
all day long i try to say goodbye,
but i think of you again
when you went to a place
where i can’t hold you,
even if my han reaches out to you
i can’t see you, i can only cry

what i should i do?
what should i do ?
you’re leaving
what i should i do?
what should i do ?
I LOVE YOU ONLY
i love you,
i love you
i cry out to you
but you can’t hear me because
i am only shouting in my heart

what i should i do?
what should i do ?
i only have you
what i should i do?
what should i do ?
you’re leaving
what i should i do?
what should i do ?
you’re leaving
i love you,
i love you
i cry out to you
but you can’t hear me because
i am only shouting in my heart

happy belated bday bloggiebaby puny tuan

hohohohohiokhikhiok.
;p


just wanna say, THANK YOU VERY MUCH FOR WISHING ME AND CELEBRATING IT.
this year's bdday is one of my happiest day ever in my life.
da lame ta sambut n rase gembira mcm ni.


thanx mummy, daddy, abg n kakak2. sbb celebrate kan n wish bday wany.;) thanx sbb dah mmbeasokan wani. lav you vely much!


BFF!!! heee..mmuah! lav you all! fara cyg, i suke gila mug tuuuuhh!!!! darling,hee..tensekiu for the post..hehehehehehehhehe..tenkiu sume sbb bg wishhhhhhhhhh..;)


thanx a lot to jantungmanis. the first wisher.;) thanx blanje mamam slame 2 hari.;)


thanx geng 12 buatkan video n bg kek rase coffee tu.sumpa sedap weh.ta sangka gila. hoho.seb baik ak da padam gmba ta snonoh ak kan..:p thanx sgt2.


pada kawan2 lain, thannxxxxxx sebab wish jugak..tekezut tgk acc fb..hikhiokhikhiok..love you guysssss!!!
:DD






sorry tepaksa pendek2.tapi memg happy gila tahap tak hengat!!! ARIGATOOO!!!!

im a surviva!

I grew strong

I learned how to carry on

you think I'd crumble

you think I'd lay down and die

Oh no,I will and still survive

as long as i know how to love

I know I will stay alive

I've got all my life to live

I've got all my love to give

and I'll survive

I will survive

It took all the strength I had

not to fall apart

kept trying hard to mend

the pieces of my broken heart

and I spent oh so many nights

just feeling sorry for myself

I used to cry

Now I hold my head up high

and you see me somebody new

i am not that stupid person like i used to be.

conclusion: i know how to survive. i had to learn it. there is no one in this world that always with a kind hearted. i had and must learn how to survive. i'll cry when i need to. im strong. im strong  I AM STRONG. Insyaallah.

i changed a bit from  the "i will survive" song.

this song had helped me every time im in  a trouble or being hurt n pain.

since about 2 or 3 years ago.

Alhamdulillah.

i will be fine when im listening to this song.

rindu

rindu.

rindu sgt.

onlinelah fb.

penat dah tunggu.

:(

bff

Saya rindu korg sangat2.;((((

Korg,bila nak hang out?

rindu.

rindu.

rindu.

napela ak asyik busy je.

hope kite dapat pegy ke 'm' ramai2 n have fun sampay lebam.

mmuah!

fuck'in miss u bitches.

:p

why

why may?

why?

why?

why??

tiger

i still like you tiger, like i used to like you before.
raawwwrr!
:)

imy

i'll go

i ll go if u want me to
i can accept if u said u need some time.
but i cant accept it if u want me to stay away forever.
forever.
is this the end?
is this the end that you want?

i love you.
take care.
i'll leave
like the way you want me to.

final dah habes!!!!

hohoho.

gembira sangat!

paper dah habessssss..

even law n mgt n pr mcm siut je..

susa gilaaaaaaarrrssssss!!!!!

tp jantung manis ta abis lagi..

tinggal database je ari jumaat ni..

goodluck honey! 

;D

exam is around the corner

Study mode activated.

 

 

 

 

wani jangan main2 taw.

study taw.

ingat, test2 ko n quiz sume ko study main2 taw.

so, final ko kne wat betul2 taw. 

good luck semua yang dah nak final.;) 

bff ♥

seriously,

bila kita nak meletakkan butt kita yang hot diatas kerusi2 yang berdekatan serta rapat yang terletak disekitar perabot yang dipanggil meja?

dan diatas meja itu terdapat pelbagai bentuk serta warna cecair liquid untuk kita menghilangkan rasa dahaga?  

mcd tiada mahu lagi. secret recipe jom?  bole makan kek. ;p

sumpah rindu.

insyaallah 7 may abg farid (anaksulung yang dihasilkan oleh parents saya)akan melangsungkan jamuan perkahwinan beliau bersame gf,tunangatau wife yang gorgeous bagi saya dan abang saya je.;p

suma bff dijemput okay.

dekat de rhu beach resort, kuantan.

towi tade card.

saye  tiada dapat melakukan karena tidak pulang ke hometown serta tiada mase untuk menghantar kesemua card itu lalu saye menjemput bff kesayangan sekalian ke majlis itu melalui internet. ;)

the law, the rule of my heart.

by virtue of section 1619 wicm(which i create myself) 1919: the aggrieved party cannot recant back if he had tells out everything.

i am the aggrieved party. so i shouldn't tell anyone about what i feels. It is a secret so that no one will be hurts n keep living their own happy life. 

Because in life, it is not about me, not about you, but about all. We live together with other creature.

The decision is definitely cannot be repudiate. 

You wont see my tears anymore cause it will be hidden in the place thats you don't even can see it. It wont  shows to anyone.  

As time passed,  i will be fine. soon. Insyaallah. Because i am a strong woman. 

Don't worry about me.  

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thank you for the words you have said.

i can forgive you, but i will never forget.

i want to but i cant.

i will never reply to whatever you had said before.

because whatever i say, you will think that i only want to win.

i never want it.

tapi ramay je ckp i want to win.

i just defensing myself.

before this i just let others step on me.

i just kept quiet.

nobody wants to defense me.

later i realized that i have to defense myself instead of hoping other people will say out something for me.

but now.

people hate it when i do it.

my besties hate it.

you hate it.

you say something that u know will makes me hurt just to make me kept quiet n not trying to win.

you only think that i wants to win.

i never think of it.

never.

thanks sayang.

im hurt.

i cannot cry.

it wont came out.

thats why im hurt.

its because i cannot cry.

please dont ever say whatever i had type or sms or bloggings. i hate it. even it is from my heart.

i feel like you are teasing me.

i kept telling you that but you ignored me.

so, i decided to tell you in my blog.

once you read it, just keep quiet.

i know what i write.

you dont have to tell me.

ur beautiful

manje2 pulak dia. cemburu taw. ;/

ini saye punye. comel kan? comel kan? comel gilaaarrrrrrr..hihihikkhihihikkkhihihikkk..;p

cute betolllllaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

suke sangat cite ni!!!!

best gilaaaaaa..

mula2 agak boringg..

tp bila nak abis tu, cte dy makin best n klako pulak..

da la sume comel2..;)

pengajar yang ta bertauliah:

nur afifah khairuddin. operation manager untuk magdalena.

;D

sayang awak.

darlinggg!!

thank you cayanggg!!!!!!!!!!

for brighten my day!!!!

hehehehehe..

tenkiu cgt sebab belikan butt ayam tuuuuuuuuuu..

da lam nak taaawwwwwwww...

thaannxxx sgttt..

dapat je terus makan..

pastu mnyesal patut amik gmba..

huk..

bole letak dalam blog..

aduii..

tapi,,thanx sangat tawwwww!!!

teharu sangatttttttttttt!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

love you bff!!!!

especially for fara bff!

hehek..

hehehehehekkkk..

hehehehehehhehehhehehehehekk..okai..wani gila..

hoho..

yunk, ni gmba2 yg i amik dr kawan2 i je..;)

the week that wueeekkk!

salah tu..its suppose to be the month thats so like a monster coming to my bed and say "can i eat you? im quite hungry.'' mcm bangang. okay.

this week: test arab, finance serta quiz law. assignment pula: public relation book review, public relation past year, blog subject management, presentation mgt, serta video mgt, kelas ganti beserta public speaking. ta dapat balik sambut anniversary muumy daddy.

next week: test public relation, test it in business serta speaking test muet. assignment: projek arab, law.

20 april:final public relation

24 april: law serta it in business

27 april: finance

28/29 april: tinggalkan jantung manis

Saya kurang berkenan dengan bulan 4 tahun ini. bukan kurang tapi sangat tidak berkenan.

fullstop.

Dinner roomatessss..;)

watu dalam bilik.

kami siap dulu. *wink

dengan kak dila. ;)

ni kak aida. ;)

kak emma. ;)

My dinner. Banyak gile. tula ikut nafsu lagi.kan da kene mara ngn jantungmanis.

katenye,bby ni boros lah.

dinner saye sorang,rm25.65.

da kenyanggg.

nyummy! ;p

ni kak dila yang amik.;p

12 March 2011

kfc.

kanak2 riang c225.

Thank you akak2 sebab dah menceriakan hati wani n mengenyangkan perut wani. ;)

Jengka Banjir!!!!

:(

11 march 2011

i wanna go home!

nak balik rumah.

nak balik sangat.

dah nak 2 bulan tak balik.

rindu sangat.

nak balik.

kawan2 sume salu je dapat balik.

Jantungmanis pun selalu je balik.

minggu ni pun dy balik.

bff pun balik.

saye sorang2.

saya nak mama abah.

saya nak hug diorang.

say nak balik rumah.

saye nak tdo kat katil saye.

saye nak try masak.

saye nak beli barang2.

saye nak makan macam2.

sekarang saye lapar.

saye tanak makan kat dm or cafe komplex sebab kotor.

dah 2 kali saye dengar cte orang jumpe ulat dalam makanan.

saye nak kua tapi tade kawan.

saya nak balik rumah.

SAYA NAK BALIK RUMAH!

I WANNA GO HOME SO BADLY!

SAYA NAK BALIK RUMAH!

I WANNA GO HOME SO BADLY!

SAYA NAK BALIK RUMAH!

I WANNA GO HOME SO BADLY!

SAYA NAK BALIK RUMAH!

I WANNA GO HOME SO BADLY!

SAYA NAK BALIK RUMAH!

I WANNA GO HOME SO BADLY!

SAYE BENCI N MERAJUKDENGAN ORANG2 YANG BALIK TUH.

ESPECIALLY ERIN ROSLAN N SITI AMIRAH. MERAJUK! TAW!MRAJUK!