i want tish sho much!

nampak mcm main2 je..nakk!! ta pnah jumpa lg wat masa ni..tape,naty dajumpa kite beli ye wany ye..sabar ye..tapi kite tgk harga dy dulu ye..okay ye? sabar ye? memg comey angat2 an?an? tape2..sabar dulu ye..;)

thank you

thanks sgt2 kepada manusia2 yg telah mengutuk, mencaci,memaki saya dgn niat marah2 bukan beguraw.
fuck wani, pukimak, babi,sial, bitch.dll


ingat sy tataw ke awak sape? thanks sgt..its okay for u to talk anything bad about me but WHY nak libatkan my families pulak? ko ingt ko sorg je ke bole mncarut? ape kau ingat family kau tu perfect sangat sampay bole nak mencaci family org lain?

im sorry but i will not forgive you, whoever yg mngata family sy mcm2 tu. ta kisah yg wat fitnah tu ke,yg mnyebarkan ke. kesah? ko nak aku maafkan? bole? kol aku, terus terang ape masalah kau n bersihkan nama aku balik. baru ak maafkan kau n ikut suka kau nak wat pe pastu nak berambus ke nak jd kawan ke. aku tak kesah.

hidup ni bukan kau sorang je dalam dunia. ada orang lain. pikir la skit. guna otak. da besa panjang. bukannya masing2 baru umur 5 tahun. nobody is perfect la brader. sume org wat ksilapan. lain la kalau kau tu memg ganjil,pelik, or even a WEIRDO.

kalau kau benci aku, mnyampah dgn aku, kau blah la dr hidup aku. ape masalah kau nak mnyendel2 pastu jaja cerita bagai. kau blah je jd ko tayah rase mluat dgn aku kan? senang je cte, kau tak suke, kau blah. blah je. jgn bnyk mulut. aku ni bukan perfect. bnyk lagi masalah aku yg lain yg nak aku setel kan dr setelkan kau. buang masa aku, buang masa otak aku.

ok? law ko nak kan kemaafan dr aku, wat ape yg aku cakap. hp ak bukak. if tutup satu, satu lg konpem bukak. ak tade blacklist mne2 nombor. lastly, ko tak payah nak jadi babi dalam hidup aku. buang masa aku je nak samak nanty. ko bole berambus lah.

chase me. i love it.

If shes amazing, she wont be easy.

 If shes easy, she wont be amazing.

 If shes worth it, u wont give up. 

If u give up, u're not worthy.

If a woman cry in front of you.....

Jika seorang wanita menangis di hadapanmu,
Itu bererti dia tak dapat menahannya lagi.

Jika kamu memegang tangannya saat dia menangis,
Dia akan tinggal bersamamu sepanjang hidupmu.

Jika kamu membiarkannya pergi,
Dia tidak akan pernah kembali lagi menjadi dirinya yang dulu.
Selamanya….

Seorang wanita tidak akan menangis dengan mudah,
Kecuali di depan orang yang amat dia sayangi.
Dia menjadi lemah.

Seorang wanita tidak akan menangis dengan mudah,
Hanya jika dia sangat menyayangimu,
Dia akan menurunkan rasa egonya.

Lelaki, jika seorang wanita pernah menangis keranamu,
Tolong pegang tangannya dengan pengertian.

Dia adalah orang yang akan tetap bersamamu sepanjang hidupmu.
Lelaki, jika seorang wanita menangis keranamu.
Tolong jangan mensia-siakannya.

Mungkin kerana keputusanmu, kau merosak kehidupannya.

Saat dia menangis di depanmu,
Saat dia menangis keranamu,

Lihatlah matanya….

Dapatkah kau lihat dan rasakan sakit yang dirasakannya?

Fikirkan….

Wanita mana lagikah yang akan menangis
dengan murni, penuh rasa sayang,
Di depanmu dan keranamu……

Dia menangis bukan kerana dia lemah
Dia menangis bukan kerana dia menginginkan simpati atau rasa kasihan

Dia menangis,
Kerana menangis dengan diam-diam tidaklah memungkinkan lagi.

Lelaki

Fikirkanlah tentang hal itu

Jika seorang wanita menangisi hatinya untukmu,
Dan semuanya kerana dirimu.

Inilah waktunya untuk melihat apa yang telah

Hanya kau yang tahu jawapannya….

Pertimbangkanlah

Kerana suatu hari nanti

Mungkin akan terlambat untuk menyesal,
Mungkin akan terlambat untuk mengatakan ‘MAAF’!!

taken from,

kak dilah's blog.

♥

pernahkah?

Pernahkah Kau Bermimpi Seketika
Berada Di Tempatku
Membayangkan Pahit Manis Berlalu
Entah Siapa Yang Tahu

(2)
Mungkin Nanti Kau Jua Merasakan
Berdepan Dengan Kata Menyesakkan
Takkan Tugumu Kebal
Tiada Pertimbangan

Chorus

Keheningan Malam Membangunkan
Kepayahan Jiwa Meluahkan
Andai Kau Jujur Memahami
Tiadaku Menjauhi

Dan Kisahku Yang Masih Panjang
Menambahkan Berat Yang Memandang
Lantas Ku Pendam
Ku Putuskan Biarlah Rahsia

Bridge
Semakin Aku Hidup Dalam Cinta
Tiada Kuasa Mampu Menghalangnya
Hentikan Kata Kata
Bertulangkan Dusta

Ulang chorus

Pernahkah Kau Bermimpi Seketika
Berada Di Tempatku

what should i do?

when i let you go one step further,
my eyes overflowed with tears
when you walk one step further,
more tears are falling
as move away to a place
where i can’t reach you,
even if i reach out my hand
i can’t reach you,i can only cry

CHORUS:

what i should i do?
what should i do ?
you’re leaving
what i should i do?
what should i do ?
you are leaving me
i love you,
i love you
i cry out to you
but you can’t hear me because
i am only shouting in my heart

all day long i try to forget you,
but i think of you again
all day long i try to say goodbye,
but i think of you again
when you went to a place
where i can’t hold you,
even if my han reaches out to you
i can’t see you, i can only cry

what i should i do?
what should i do ?
you’re leaving
what i should i do?
what should i do ?
I LOVE YOU ONLY
i love you,
i love you
i cry out to you
but you can’t hear me because
i am only shouting in my heart

what i should i do?
what should i do ?
i only have you
what i should i do?
what should i do ?
you’re leaving
what i should i do?
what should i do ?
you’re leaving
i love you,
i love you
i cry out to you
but you can’t hear me because
i am only shouting in my heart

happy belated bday bloggiebaby puny tuan

hohohohohiokhikhiok.
;p


just wanna say, THANK YOU VERY MUCH FOR WISHING ME AND CELEBRATING IT.
this year's bdday is one of my happiest day ever in my life.
da lame ta sambut n rase gembira mcm ni.


thanx mummy, daddy, abg n kakak2. sbb celebrate kan n wish bday wany.;) thanx sbb dah mmbeasokan wani. lav you vely much!


BFF!!! heee..mmuah! lav you all! fara cyg, i suke gila mug tuuuuhh!!!! darling,hee..tensekiu for the post..hehehehehehehhehe..tenkiu sume sbb bg wishhhhhhhhhh..;)


thanx a lot to jantungmanis. the first wisher.;) thanx blanje mamam slame 2 hari.;)


thanx geng 12 buatkan video n bg kek rase coffee tu.sumpa sedap weh.ta sangka gila. hoho.seb baik ak da padam gmba ta snonoh ak kan..:p thanx sgt2.


pada kawan2 lain, thannxxxxxx sebab wish jugak..tekezut tgk acc fb..hikhiokhikhiok..love you guysssss!!!
:DD






sorry tepaksa pendek2.tapi memg happy gila tahap tak hengat!!! ARIGATOOO!!!!

im a surviva!

I grew strong

I learned how to carry on

you think I'd crumble

you think I'd lay down and die

Oh no,I will and still survive

as long as i know how to love

I know I will stay alive

I've got all my life to live

I've got all my love to give

and I'll survive

I will survive

It took all the strength I had

not to fall apart

kept trying hard to mend

the pieces of my broken heart

and I spent oh so many nights

just feeling sorry for myself

I used to cry

Now I hold my head up high

and you see me somebody new

i am not that stupid person like i used to be.

conclusion: i know how to survive. i had to learn it. there is no one in this world that always with a kind hearted. i had and must learn how to survive. i'll cry when i need to. im strong. im strong  I AM STRONG. Insyaallah.

i changed a bit from  the "i will survive" song.

this song had helped me every time im in  a trouble or being hurt n pain.

since about 2 or 3 years ago.

Alhamdulillah.

i will be fine when im listening to this song.

rindu

rindu.

rindu sgt.

onlinelah fb.

penat dah tunggu.

:(

bff

Saya rindu korg sangat2.;((((

Korg,bila nak hang out?

rindu.

rindu.

rindu.

napela ak asyik busy je.

hope kite dapat pegy ke 'm' ramai2 n have fun sampay lebam.

mmuah!

fuck'in miss u bitches.

:p

why

why may?

why?

why?

why??

tiger

i still like you tiger, like i used to like you before.
raawwwrr!
:)

imy

i'll go

i ll go if u want me to
i can accept if u said u need some time.
but i cant accept it if u want me to stay away forever.
forever.
is this the end?
is this the end that you want?

i love you.
take care.
i'll leave
like the way you want me to.

final dah habes!!!!

hohoho.

gembira sangat!

paper dah habessssss..

even law n mgt n pr mcm siut je..

susa gilaaaaaaarrrssssss!!!!!

tp jantung manis ta abis lagi..

tinggal database je ari jumaat ni..

goodluck honey! 

;D

exam is around the corner

Study mode activated.

 

 

 

 

wani jangan main2 taw.

study taw.

ingat, test2 ko n quiz sume ko study main2 taw.

so, final ko kne wat betul2 taw. 

good luck semua yang dah nak final.;) 

bff ♥

seriously,

bila kita nak meletakkan butt kita yang hot diatas kerusi2 yang berdekatan serta rapat yang terletak disekitar perabot yang dipanggil meja?

dan diatas meja itu terdapat pelbagai bentuk serta warna cecair liquid untuk kita menghilangkan rasa dahaga?  

mcd tiada mahu lagi. secret recipe jom?  bole makan kek. ;p

sumpah rindu.

insyaallah 7 may abg farid (anaksulung yang dihasilkan oleh parents saya)akan melangsungkan jamuan perkahwinan beliau bersame gf,tunangatau wife yang gorgeous bagi saya dan abang saya je.;p

suma bff dijemput okay.

dekat de rhu beach resort, kuantan.

towi tade card.

saye  tiada dapat melakukan karena tidak pulang ke hometown serta tiada mase untuk menghantar kesemua card itu lalu saye menjemput bff kesayangan sekalian ke majlis itu melalui internet. ;)

the law, the rule of my heart.

by virtue of section 1619 wicm(which i create myself) 1919: the aggrieved party cannot recant back if he had tells out everything.

i am the aggrieved party. so i shouldn't tell anyone about what i feels. It is a secret so that no one will be hurts n keep living their own happy life. 

Because in life, it is not about me, not about you, but about all. We live together with other creature.

The decision is definitely cannot be repudiate. 

You wont see my tears anymore cause it will be hidden in the place thats you don't even can see it. It wont  shows to anyone.  

As time passed,  i will be fine. soon. Insyaallah. Because i am a strong woman. 

Don't worry about me.  

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thank you for the words you have said.

i can forgive you, but i will never forget.

i want to but i cant.

i will never reply to whatever you had said before.

because whatever i say, you will think that i only want to win.

i never want it.

tapi ramay je ckp i want to win.

i just defensing myself.

before this i just let others step on me.

i just kept quiet.

nobody wants to defense me.

later i realized that i have to defense myself instead of hoping other people will say out something for me.

but now.

people hate it when i do it.

my besties hate it.

you hate it.

you say something that u know will makes me hurt just to make me kept quiet n not trying to win.

you only think that i wants to win.

i never think of it.

never.

thanks sayang.

im hurt.

i cannot cry.

it wont came out.

thats why im hurt.

its because i cannot cry.

please dont ever say whatever i had type or sms or bloggings. i hate it. even it is from my heart.

i feel like you are teasing me.

i kept telling you that but you ignored me.

so, i decided to tell you in my blog.

once you read it, just keep quiet.

i know what i write.

you dont have to tell me.

ur beautiful

manje2 pulak dia. cemburu taw. ;/

ini saye punye. comel kan? comel kan? comel gilaaarrrrrrr..hihihikkhihihikkkhihihikkk..;p

cute betolllllaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

suke sangat cite ni!!!!

best gilaaaaaa..

mula2 agak boringg..

tp bila nak abis tu, cte dy makin best n klako pulak..

da la sume comel2..;)

pengajar yang ta bertauliah:

nur afifah khairuddin. operation manager untuk magdalena.

;D

sayang awak.