so many friends and families out there told me to move on.
i felt like i am moving on
i tried.
and i am no longer in the state of mourning.
Alhamdulillah.
I do realize the changes that evolves in my world
but i have no idea about the causes.
i could still sense the sadness from the bottom of my broken heart.
yet, i cant even express it.
sedih
kecewa
rindu
marah
sayang
its mixed.
i dont even know whether im strong enough and how far is my strength and patience.
the truth is, saya tak tahu saya sebenarnya dah move on sejak arwah pergi or i am just missing the memories created.
tell me.
help me.
