Tuesday, January 21, 2014

tell me.

so many friends and families out there told me to move on.
i felt like i am moving on
i tried.
and i am no longer in the state of mourning.
Alhamdulillah.

I do realize the changes that evolves in my world
but i have no idea about the causes.

i could still sense the sadness from the bottom of my broken heart.
yet, i cant even express it.

sedih
kecewa
rindu
marah
sayang

its mixed.
i dont even know whether im strong enough and how far is my strength and patience.

the truth is, saya tak tahu saya sebenarnya dah move on sejak arwah pergi or i am just missing the memories created.

tell me.
help me.