Tuesday, June 29, 2010

no relationship please.

relationship mode deactivated
for now,i just want to be alone.
i dont have time for all this.


my heart is no entry for the moment.

i dont know why.
im so confused with my self.
hurm.
gimme some time please.
i tanak sape2 skrg.
stop doing all this.
i suka someone.bukan ex.tp seorg kenalan.
hurm.
i ll be very busy next sem.
i dont think im capable to do much things in one time.
sy manusia biasa.
kdg2 sy lampi.
sy minta maaf.
sy cuma mahu berkawan.

latest picca. ;)

hot? NOT! tehehe. konon na wat mcm hot.tapi sedar diri dah tua.;(
ni kat semejid di maran.
selok jumpa sungai pahang yg mcm teh tarek!
ni kat restoran ape tah kt jln masjid india.HALAL okay. roti nan kat sini sedap nak mam!!
sy amik roti nan cheese. sumpah sedap sgt.lg sedap dr pizza.
sekeping rm5.huhu


ini LAMB SHANK. sumpah tanak pilih yg ni dah.
sebab susah nak makan. if bungkus bwk balik uma bole la.hehe
sy pilih ni sebab ada mashed potato. damn lovin it!
dekat ampang park.abg farid belanja.
*lpas abes mamah kambeng,dapat banana split yg sudah lama diidam2kan. thanx abg,iloveyou! hehe




ini GAMBAR GEDIK-GEDIK khas utk lessy aka bff. ;D


picca di ambilkat selesa resort,bukit tinggi.
;)




p/s: sori.malas na cte bnyk.yg penting, 2 3 hari ni sy sgt gembira n asyk ketawa. suma masalah mcm jauh sgt2. sy shoping pun bnyk.hehe. malangla sape jd suami sy sebab sy suka sgt shopping. kan?kan? ;(
ouh ye.pasan tak sy ltk ninidanial.blogspot kat setiap pic? ntahla. sohabat sy ckp utk mngelakkan picca dr dicuri. yeke?? tataw pon?

Monday, June 28, 2010

offtoshoping!


sorry bloggie baby..
im in kl..
shopping utk lupakan masalah..
sgt berjaya utk sementara waktu..
alhamdulillah..;)




p/s:go german! go argentina! go portugal!
thanx sbb u make me laugh happily.
goooooddd luucckk!!

Saturday, June 26, 2010

uitm dihatiku!


ohoo..
bangga gila blaja kat uitm..
sbb yuran nye bole tahan murah berbanding kat tmpt lain..
pada org yg mngutuk2 uitm tu, sudah2 lah..
maybe awk punya universiti tu paaling the best..
u should bsyukur with what u have..
same goes here..
kami bsyukur..
tapi pd plajar2 uitm yg kutuk uitm jugak, sy nasihat kan,keluar jela..
awak masuk uitm sbb nak mnuntut ilmu kan..
tp awak duk kutuk2 tmpat awak dpat ilmu..
so apa guna?
berkat kah ilmu awak tu?
bsyukur la sbb dapat tmpat utk blaja..
org lain yg kat ngara susah tu..nak dapat buku pun susah..
so,tepuk dada tanya selera..
ilmu penyuluh hidup..



p/s:im having fun with my new life.
pnyibuk,penghasad dengki,pembuli,penjahat.
sumelah yg ada niat nak ruin my life.
pls go away from me.
i tak kacau u,u jgn kacau i.
dont ever try to come near.
thank you.

Thursday, June 24, 2010

;)



malas nak cerita panjang2 sebab dah mngatuk.;)
arini main skype dgn fara!
fara org ketiga sy skype!
n masalah microphone utk webcam pun da settle!
pg dgn fara,mlm calling2 ngn ndy.biasela..gossip2 sikit..;D

muka org excited.abaikan muka TAKMANDI kami. ;p
bnde ungu tu ialah kucing okay.bukan anjing.
adiah besday dari fara! ;D

td,mama aba tergerak ati nak g tgk kebun kat mana tah.
skaly,durian ni dapat 6th sense agaknye..
dy pun cuba sdaya upaya utk melepaskan diri dr pokok lalu jatuh gedebum ke lantai rumput.(lantai rumput? ahh,bedal je.hha)
mama dgn excitednye kutip n pelok dy.
hasilnya,mama aba balikdgn 4 bji durian dalam guni!
salah satu durian tu,bila aba bukak n bila kitorg pegang isi dy,still hot!
memang excited gila! bukan dipanaskan,tapi dy memang secara naturalnya panas.
tahap kefreshan dy memg tiada bandingan!
sori ta sempat na amik picca sbb sy telalu excited n mngidam nak mkn durian.
da dapat ni ta ingt dunia dah

skrg ni bdn sy sgt panas.
perut sy panas.
n bdn sy rase ta selesa sgt.
sendawa pon bau durian! haha.(sy memg dr keluarga angin)
ta kesahla..sy sgt puas hati hari ni.



;D
go wany!
kekalkan berat badan keturunan anda!
makan bnyk lagy!
bia hati senang!
pegi makan!
pegi makan!




im gay. :D

happy face?
;D
teringat pulak dulu waktu form4,puan kathy menyampuk kebisingan kitorg kat blakang kelas 4A yg cantik tu. ;p

perbualan antara sy,cila n maris.
pasal gay n lesbo.
u la lesbo!
ehh mane ade! i gay!
hahahaha.wani gay!
sedang seronok2 membuat bising,skali puan kathy dtg.(puan kathy ni suka borak2 ngn anak murid dy esp. yg bnyk mulut mcm me and the gang)
ehmm.
what are u gossipping about?
*mne ade gosip teacher..;))
i heard u say about gay. eh,u know what?another meaning of gay is happy.
sejak dr tu, pkataan gay sgt popular antara kitorg. heee..

okay,back to the story..
skrg,da tanak lagi fikir pasal benda2 yg bole membuatkan sy sedih or pissed off.
i will try my best to keep my self allive.
lagipun sem 3 nak bukak dah.
tak sabar sgt2 na busy kan diri.
TAPI kan,kelas sem depan sume pagi.;((
maca mana nak bangun pagi niiiiii???????????
kat ruma bole la mama kejut.haihh..
sabaw jela.


wany,kuatkan diri. jgn mudah menangis.jgn mudah emo.
jgn kalut. fikirkan apa yg terbaik.
do the best. try your best.
jgn cepat putus asa.
biar busy,naty balik uma bole lazy2.
go wany go!



everytime sedih,satu je ubat.
makan chocolate.
lepas tu sy sgt sgt amat hyper gembira.
if tade choc,aiskrim pun bole.
tp choc lagi mujarab.
;D

Monday, June 21, 2010

tenkiu fara!!!


sorry syg..i baru tebace blog u yg ni..hehe..thanx sgt sbb sudi post psal i..teharu mak..;p

i suka gila gmba u amik tuu..
watu u amik tu, i tga smyg u wat pojek tu smpay i tegelak2 ta khusyuk na solat..
hehe..
pnat oke na print gmba tu..
dgn 2 2 gmba tu u amik kan?kan?
tapi takpe..
even dlm gmba tu i ta la cun mane sbb ta edit..haha..tp u tetap insists nak gmba tu..
thanx sgt syg..
thanx sgt sbb aprreciate i..
jage i..
wat i happy..
thank you sgt..
iloveyou and alwayswill..


tgk,still ketawa dlm tangisan. looser gila i ni kan?

ketawa dalam tangisan

ye. akulah si looser tu.
pelakon utama dlm dunia yg aku cipta.
pelakon yg sgt berpura-pura.
pandai mnyembunyikan perasaan.
aku kah?
pandai kah aku?
pegi MAM dgn sume perasaan nih!

;D


;))
tak happy pun kena wat2 happy kan?
sbb naty barula happy.
;D

esok nak ikut mama pegy ec mall anta matok toki g pmata hijrah.
smbil2 teman nak shopping skaly..
mnghilangkan rasa gundah gulana di hati..
hopefully bole lupakan masalah..
;D yeay! go wani go!



comel tak? comel tak?
kat kmpg sg karang ade pet baru.
weeweet! ;p

Saturday, June 19, 2010

quote.

Have you ever fallen in love, but knew they did not care?

Have you ever felt like crying but you knew you'd get no where?

Have you ever watched them walk away... not wanting them to go?

And whispered 'I Love You' softly... not wanting them to know?

You cried all night in misery and almost went insane.

There's nothing in this world that causes so much pain.

If I could choose between life and death, I think I'd rather die.

Love is fun, but hurts too much and the price you pay if high.


i feel so confused with my feelings right now.
feel sad. feel like i miss him so much.
sometimes i feel like i can stop loving him.
but i cant.
we are getting to know each other.
but not much. there s nothing much i know about him.
i cant stop my eyes from stalking ur page.
i dont know why i cant keep my eyes over you.
shit kan? u pnah ckp mcm tu kat i dulu.
i deny it. but the truth is,whenever i online,i will view ur page.
i keep denying whatever thing that u said to me.
segan okay. takan nak mngaku.
u know i like u.
i wanna stop liking u bcause ive started to love u.
stiap kali i na try to stop it, i mesti ta dapat na bwat.
i mesti nak balas msg u.
nk dga suara u.
nk tgk pic u.
benciokay.
i cant get rid u from my mind.
keep thinking about u day n night.
knape ye i suka u?
pelik gila.
u never know how i feel.
sbb u tak rase ape i rase.
i guess ape u cakap ari tu,tipu je kan?
u said u like me. u wanna be with me.
tp lpas tu i tgk u mcm nk jauhkan diri dr i je.
if i ade wat salah,tell me.
sakit sgt rasa mcm ni.
pendam perasaan.
i'd love u to want me.
tapi i sedar i mcm mana.
u will never like me more than friendskan?
i tade ape yg u nak dr a gurl.
u just lying kan?
tell me,mcm mana i nak lupakan u?
everytime i dga suare u,i tgk pic u,i borak ngn u.
my heart beep faster n i rase mremang sgat n i rase seram sejuk.
i tataw nape.
i always nak nmpk good dpan u.
tpi i taw i bnyk kekurangan.
i benci bila dga lagu yg u pna ckp kt i.
sbb i akan tringat kat u.
tringat how cute u are,how special u are.
benci sgt.
smakin i cuba utk bencikan u,smakin tu la i sayangkan u.
i benci sgt2 perasaan i.
i ta saba sgt na masuk blaja.
i nak bz kan diri i n lupakan u terus.
maybe i rasa mcm ni sbb i lonely.
hopefully i dapat lupakan u.
u org kedua yg i skype webcam. first,my ex.
pelik sgt i stuju utk wc ngn u.
i always wonder,
do you ever think about me?
do you ever think about us?
for sure i takan tny u.

tears are words too painful for a broken heart to speak.
im going to smile like nothings wrong.
talk like everything is perfect.
act like its just a dream.



Friday, June 18, 2010

newlife. ;)

before i went to cambodia,i promise myself that i want to start a new life after my birthday.
so now,im improving my self into the new life.
im growing up.
i want my life to be full with happiness and sweet memories.
insyaallah.


skrg ni kan,dont know why,sy da mcm kurang nafsu.repeat,KURANG NAFSU utk several things:
1.game.
2.baju yg mcmpompuan2 or girlish.
3.tgk cte vampire.
4.lelaki.
5.panda.
6.button comel2.
7.perhiasan diri,sume da letak dlm kotak,and tak bukak2 dah.
8.majalah.
9.fashion.
10.body n hair.penjagaan sume lah.

kenape ye? sbb sy mule bminat dgn mnde2 ni:
1.t shirt.
2.lepak2.
3.bersosial.
4.selendang.
5.bags.
6.maskara n eye liner.
7.anak harimau.
8.cte romantik n love.

haha..bialah..sy just nak go with the flow. sy selesa jd diri sndiri,knape perlu sy ikot orang?
kan?kan?kan?

guys,pray for my happiness please. ;)

Thursday, June 17, 2010

rahsia sifat tarikh lahir ;)

Suka bekerja keras, memiliki nafsu yang tinggi dalam usaha mencapai cita-citanya. Dalam pergaulan sehari-hari dia merupakan orang yang mudah tersinggung. Namun begitu dia seorang yang jujur & tabah dalam menghadapi persoalan. Soal cinta dia sangat setia dan sebab itulah dia mudah disenangi. Tapi dia seorang yang terlalu cemburu. Kalau baik dia sangat baik dan kalau jahat dia merupakan orang yang paling jahat.


terlalu cemburu? cemburu je.tak terlalupun.
sgt baik n paling jahat, rasenye blum lagy wat mcm tu. ;p

Wednesday, June 16, 2010

june? june!! june!!!!!!!!!!!!

bulan june kembali lagy. skrg ni rase mcm seronok gyla sbb thn ni last my age ade num 1 kat depan..haih..thn depan da tua. mcmmne agaknye mase depan sy kan? takutnye nak hadapi masa depan. minx2 la msa depan sy cerah n mendung but not hujan.pnat la law asek hujan je kan?
thn ni smbut dekat cambodia. seronok? hihi... org potong kek sy potong telur omellete n mkn maggi..lain kan? ;p

abg farid~ tenkiu calling from mlysia to cambodia. mesty mahal kan? abis credit abg. tenkiuu.. ;) susa2 je call.iloveyou.hehe..

fara sygg~tq so much for the cutey cat. bear tu naty i bwk g ostel.i hug tiap2malam okay.i love u very2..;)

ex syamil~tq 4 da bear.

org yg wish kat msg:
0~hotlink.haha 15 june lagy da wish. dy ckp sy dpt free call 1 hari. tp takol sape pun.just kol anna hny n yuyu n pngarah program.haha
1~airin.
2~fara cyg.
3~mr.zed a.k.a yuyu.
4~erin darling.
5~abah farah.
6~anna honey.
7~bella hanafiah.
8~abi pakwe ya.
9~muhd nizam.
10~cila dear.
11~brader in law.

yg wish kat fb sy ta tules la ehh..sbb bnyk sgt..hihi..tgkla sndri if nak taw sape k..

thank u so much.thank u sgt2.teharu gyla la weyh.ta sangke begitu.terimakasih sgt2.kpd bff aka lessy,ingt korg lupa bday ak.baru na mrajok beratus2 ari.hehehe.upe2nye wish kat fb.thanx taw syg2. jasamu dikenang.eceh..hehe..lav ya all.

na wish jugak kat
PAK DEK~1 june
baby zhariff~9 june
abah fara~10june
mira~12 june
adik kecik,ikin~19june
madek sg karang~19 june
cila dear~30 june

MAY ALLAH BLESS YOU ALL~FOR THE WISHER AND FOR THE BDAY PPL. ILOVEYOUSGT2. ;)


p/s:gmbo kat cambodia later kayh. ;)

Friday, June 11, 2010

8/6-11/6

lesbo kahh?? surely not. ;)
teluk chempedak. ;)
mc donald ;)


Assalamualaikum..;))
updte skit2 je..sbb tade mud pn na tules senanye..

8/6-fara dtg kuantan..pkul 1 lebih amik dy kat terminal makmur. ptg smpay mlm lepak maen ngn puteh..

9/6-girls day out! seronok betul hari ni. mcm2 kitorg wat. bowling n lepak2. kitorg lunch kat mcd,rmay gyla org..mcm biasa lah..bile da rmay2 jumpe,havoc satu tmpat..ckp mcm duduk beribu batupastu gelakmcm setan.haha..yg klua arini~anna honey,mira ariy, khai erin, fai iza,aisyah sya,amsyarie n tmasuk me n fara.. ;)) then mlmnye kitorg tdo uma anna..konon na wat popia tp ta jady..just mkn mee bandung n aeskem lewat mlm..haha..



10/6-mama amik pg2 kat uma anna then trus g tc.(ade kjadian memalukan berlaku disini.haha) b'fast kat tc dgn zazu. seronok sgt dpt jumpa dy. borak2 n mkn aeskem pastu balik. then fara bkemas2 brg dy pun balik bangi smula dlmpkul2.30.

11/6-pg2 lagy g sminar kat msjid negeri. aba anta. mngantuk gylaa..pnat ari rabu tak abis lagy..huk..pnceramah dy raja ismail(pak engku).. memg seronok n insaf..sedih sgt bile dy tnjuk pasal palestin..pasal mati..memg na nagis sgt tp cover2 la..haha..dlm2 bnyk2 peserta prmpuan sy paling tua.haha..dlm kesemua pulak ade 2 org je yg paling tua(bdk u).. memg 'seronok' la kan..haha.. blik uma kemas2 n packing brg utk g holiday..

mulai esok smpay birthday sy sy akan off sumenye. off hp,off lappie,off modem,off sumelah..;)

Sunday, June 6, 2010

jawapan utk wanita special itu.

blog ni sy tules special utk awak. harap awak enjoy.maki2 or yg truk2 sy tak amik. sbb itu akan mmbuatkan sy lebih panas.n sy tanak cacatkan blog sy kerana awak.

1)pasal berfashion. awak ckp sy ta panday berfashion. kwn awk ckp sy pakai pelik2. kwn awak ckp sy pakay mcm mak orangg.kdg2 sy nmpk slekeh n serabai. nmpk mcm anak lot,tp brg mcm murah.
tengkiu sgt2 sbb concern pasal fashion sy. mungkin fashion lebih penting bg awak kan. tapi bg sy fashion letak kat num 5 dlm tangga kepentingan hidup saya. sy memg ta rety berfashion. sy bukan jenis org yg pakay brg branded. sy memilih ape yg sy pakay berdasarkan kualiti,harga n sdap mata memandang. dkat tmpt sy belajar,perlu ke sy pakay brg2 mahal? awak pnah tgk koleksi brg2 sy ke? sy pegy u utk blaja,bukan utk tnjukkan brg2 sy. sy pakay ape yg sy rasa slesa. ow yea,naty sy kawin pun sy jd mak org jugak kan.ape salahnye amik tittle tu skrg? slekeh n srabai? hah..sy suka,sbb naty tak attract perhatian org. tp nmpknye sy dah attract kwn awak tu ye.haha..peliknye dy,org srabai pun dy terattracted.. anak lot? ape tu? rumah lot taw lah. sy bukan anak org kaye. sy pun tak kaya. suami kaya maybe. haha..
naty sy mix tolong kwn sy halimatun saadiah@hally(bff) utk jd trendsetter sy bile na jumpe awak okay.

2.bertudung. kjap pakay kjap cabut. tak kuat iman. perasan cantik.
haha..yg ni..sy rase terpulang lah pada saya. org bertudung dgn kuat iman.is there any relationships between them? org btudung pn blum tentu lagy kuat iman. n org yg free hair tu ta smestnye dy ta solat. perasan cantik?hahahaha..sy selalu perasan diri sy serabai serta gemuk serta comot. adakah 3 mnde itu diktakn cantik??
naty sy blaja dgn farahin kamaruddin@fara(bff) dgn nabila hanafiah@belle(bff) utk ajar sy tentang islam lebih mndalam okay? so naty kite bole jumpe dekat uwais.

3.pasal guys. kjp dgn yg ni kjp dgn yg tu.prasan hot ramai lelaki suka. ''dia nih lonely,sbb tu lah asek cari lelaki,konon jln sorg nak suwoh lelaki ngorat lah tuh" "ba*** sgt nak berlaki agaknya"
hahahahahaha..kjp dgn yg ni?yg mne? yg tu tu yg mne? if becakap or bjalan dgn mne2 lelaki adakah itu dianngap bf? KAWAN awak taw tak ape maksud pekataan ni? sy hidup di jngka kerana kawan. tanpa kawan sy keseorangan terkapai2 tataw mnde.knape awakckp sy mcm ni? awak tataw sy sapa. awak tak pernah kenal sy. knapa awak semua judge sy mcm ni? sy single sbb sy dah putus. knapa sy single? sbb sy perlukan hidup baru. sy tak pernah cari lelaki. berkawan biar sjuta,kawin biar satu. sy jln seorg,pnah awak tgk sy jln sorg mcm mne? ade mate sy mlilau2 cari jantan? org tegur baru sy jwp. mcm ni sy kne pakay shades lah pegy kelas.jage pandangan. takpun heret kwn2 sy jalan skali. klaw sy nak blaki sgt,da lama sy minx fmly sy cari kan suami.lpas spm tu kawin terus. fmly sy orait je.
naty kenduri kawin sy dlm 5/6/7/8 tahun lagi dtglah ye. awk nak kenal kwn2 lelaki sy? awak nk mngorat dorg pon ngratlah.

4) pasal blaja. sy tanak ckp blik ape yg awak ckp psl sy.
sy taw dulu sy blaja main2.sy suka sains tp sy tak amik serius psl tu. sy suka sgt2 bio.tp sy tak boleh nak bawak.ye sy bo*** tentang sains.sbb tu spm sy 3 subjek sains tu dgn addmath tak dapat A.yg lain sy dpt A.knape sy amik bisnes? sbb sy suka DUIT.sy suka DUIT sy,sy tak suka duit awak.sy masuk u pakay duit ayah sy bkn duit awak jd knapa awak nak sebok pasal kos yg sy ambil? awakckp sy patut ambil kos office mngment sbb sy s*** mcm dyorg? knapa mesty awak ckp dorg mcm tu? awak kos ape ?hebat sgt ke smpay nakutuk2 kos org lain? memula awak ckp fashion sy mcm b**** then awakckpsy patut amik om.adekah sy ssuai dgn om dgn fashion sy mcm tu? english.sy taw sy broken english. idont know how to speak in english.
naty sy blaja dgn kwn2 n spupu sy psl sains okay.bff sy pun ramay yg panday2.
kwn sy plajr matrix dy amik sains hayat naty sy tny bnyk2 psl bio pd dy ok.
kwn sy pn pnah jd guru english,naty sy blaja dgn dy okay.

5)komander.
sy tanak ckp lebih2 sbb naty komnder2 yg lain akan marah awak.
sy taw sy kurang panday,kurang dr segifizikal.lembik.takpanday marah orang.
marah2 org tp dy yg nangis. tegas dgn org lps tu gelak2.
sy akan cuba sdaya upaya utk mmbuktikan yg awak SALAH!



yg lain sy tanak sentuh. sbb waktu tules blog ni sy emo. sy taktaw awak siapa,ape motif awak sebar cerita pasal sy yg bukan2, and apa salah sy pd awak.
sy minx maaf kalau sy ada buat salah dgn awak.
if awak ni berani n panday n cantik n fashionitas n perfectionist sgt,jumpela sy.
ckp dpn2.sy akan terima n cuba ubah. walaupun sy marah,tp sy akan pk blik ape ckp2 awak tu.
awak tak kenal siapa saya,kenapa perlu awak maki2 sy?
klaw betul awak kenal sy,mknyenye awak tak memahami sy.
hebat awakkan,sy sndri pun tak knal abis lagy siapa diri sy ni.
kmane sy pegy,apa sy buat awak tawkan.
hebat betul awak stalk sy.
awak dah berjaya buat sy rasa emo psl stalk2 ni.sblm ni sy tak kesah sgt.
anyway,thank you for whatever u had done to me.
thank you for trying to ruin my life.
thanks 4 everything.
thanks sgt2. may god bless u. salam.

mood? blahh!

hurmm..arini rasa mcm malas sgt na menaip..
sebab nya adelah makhluk Allah ni mnukar mood sy..huih..

special thanx to anna aljuffrey sbb berjaya mnyelesaikan msalah bloggie sy..
sy berasa amat terharu akan tindakan anda.
sy terasa sperti mahu menangis tatkala melihat perubahan di setting itu.
sungguh ku tak tahu bagaimana awak melakukannya.
waahh haha..gyle lah..
honeyy..thengs sesangat sbb sudi mnghulurkan bantuan..loveloveyou!

cte psl mood tuh..
ade seorg wanita telah mngutuk sya walhal sy tak kenal n tak penah bersua pun dgn beliau.
wanita itu sgt seronok mmwat ketupat dgn sahabat2 nya di web yg sgt popular skrg.
bukan sy je dy kutuk,adelagy wanita lain yg juga dikutuk bahkan lebih teruk lagy..
naty sy post blog utk mmbalas kata2 merika..
kpd wanita2 itu,thanx yaww sbb sudi bg komen walaupun sy tak minx.
ta perlu la awak na mnceburkan diri dalam hidup nini danial sbb sy sudah ada bff yg telahpun menceburkan diri dalam hidup nini danial sjak berkurun lagy..
terima kasi awak.

Saturday, June 5, 2010

puasaaaa!

yeah babyy..
skrg tgh ganti puasa..sbb naty da masuk sem 3 konpem malas na ganti..haha
kje gyle btullah..haha..
ari kames tu puasa,tdo dr pukul 6 pg smpay 4 ptg..jumaat mcm tu jagk tapy bgn kul 3.30ptg..arini
bgn pukul 3.45 ptg.hahaha..sronok2..wat mcm ni slalu konpem tade org na beristeri kan awok wany..syabas! haha

na cte pasal arini..
ptg td mama tny,na bbuka mkn ape?
wany:mkn kat lua joommm..

so rncgn nye memula na mkn kat santai,tanjung lumpur.
tapy dl kete kensel sbb aba na try mkn kat crocodile rock,mnghala ke tc.
da betahun kday tu bukak,ni fes tyme pagy.padahal dekat je pun dgn umah.haha
tu pun sbb ari tu abah tgk jalan2 cari mkn,serina g mkn kat situ..huhu..sabojela..

masuk je pkarangan keday,aba parking betul2 kat depan dapur dy.haha..
kday ni sbnrnye umah..tp dy renovate kan jd kday..
suasane dlm dy sumpah best gyle..
interior design dy sgt mnepati jiwa!
haha..
dy ade 2 tmpat mkn..satu dalam slesa skitla satu lagy kat lua(fresh air kate abah).
so kitorg pn plih meja kat lua..
duduk2 trus dpt menu..laju jgk dy pny servis..
tgk menu dy maakk aaiii!!!
mahalnyeh!!
omg,cmne nii..takut la na order memahal,naty aba mara..
skaly tgk aba pn oder yg mahal..haha
sy oder lamb cutlets with mashed potato n mushroomsauce..
sumpa sedap gyle mashed potato tuh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
bole tak na g sane smate2 na mkn mashed potato???
sedaapp sesangaattttt..
kecur aer liur taw..
lpas mkn aba ajak g econ save..
konon na bli aer durian blande dgn roti..
alih2 smpay rm200-300 beli brg..haha
salu gitu..

hurmm..
tatawla y i share kan crite sal mkn ni kat blog..
iloveffoooddsoomuucchh!!
damnlovepotato..
tatawla nape potato tu rasenye sedaap sgttt..hehe..

one more,fara is comingg!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
omg!! ta saba sgt2 na jumpe dyy!!!!!!!!!!!
imiss her so damn fuckig muchh!!!
bnyk sgt na citee!!!
loveloveloveyouu!!!
hehe..telebih pulak..

today,2 orang tny sy mcm ni..
u ni sbnrnye suka laki ke gurl?
ermm..jgn terasa taw..u ni lesbo kew??

ahaha..
sy ni lesbo ke bloggie babyy?
lesbo ehh?
haha..ntahla..
sy suke prmpuan n sy suka llaki..
sy syg kwn2 sy..
sy dgn kwn2 perempuan memg rapat gyle..
kitorg memg mcm lessy if org yg tak knal kitorg..
istilah n name2 mcm honey,baby,comolott,hug2,ckp lucah2..tu sume biasak broo..
i only do those things dgn gurlss..takan la sy na manje2 n melucah2 dgn lelaki pulak?
ksianla husbnd sy naty..haha..
kitorg anggap mlucah tu mcm bguraw antare kitorg je..
guys pn bckp lucah jgk kan dgn kwn2 dorg..
same goes here..
n ade someone tu kan dy trus bg ceramah bile sy ckp sy lesbo..
hello,takan la sy ni ta blaja pasal nabi lut tu..
sy blaja lah..saje je na kne kan awak..im not that stupid psl islam..
my dad ade crite okay pasal nabi..u dnt have to judge my daddy..he s a great n loving father to his child,dy adalah superhero dlm umah okay..
dont take it srius la bro..i sje je kne kan u..ta prasan ke i asyk gelak..haha..


if sy lessy,knape skrg sy suke sgt2 dkt a guy ni?
haih..cute betul mamat tuh..
sape jady permaisuri hati dy memg sgt2 beruntung!

im sorry if i dah wat orang salah faham..
im not a lesbian..
taw halal haram sume..
im not a lessy but i love my gf too damn much!
dorg tu bestie aka bff!
even im single now,i dont care..
i dont really trust guys anymore..
guys out there,1/10 je yg can be trusted..
im sorry but i had it too much..
ramay je yg mnipu..
the reason y im still alive is because i have my family n my bestie..
i dont need a guy to keep me allive..
tp if ade,itu sbgai bonus..haha
pngalaman sy mngajar sy utk panday berkawan n panday mncari kekasih..
sy tanak wat silap lagy..restu kluarga tu penting..
if kapel,sy nak hbgn tu last longer.
stakat 2 3 thn,bek ta yah bekapel..
sbb tu if sy na kapel,sy kena plih betul2 bf/suami supaya kekal lama..
insyaallah..







korea? koreaa?? koreaaa!!! ;p


dulu sy selalu tertanya2..
napela kwn2 sy suke sgt2 korea?
ahah..
skrg baru sy taw..
korea pny lagu2 sgt enak didengari!
ni sume hasil usaha dan titik peluh sahabat sy~Afifah Khairuddin.
haha..dy la yg mgaja saye tentang korea..

band yg 1st kali berjaya mencuri hati saya ialah super junior!
picca yg kat atas tuh..waahh..vc dorg memg best gylah lah!!! paling suka lagu sorry sorry..
sukeesangat!
skrg ni plkda mula suke lagu big bang~lies,ft-island~friendship dgn SS501~because im stupid
lagu ni walaupun ta paham sgt lirik dy tapy muzik n lirix dy sgt mnepati jiwa saya sekarang..
orang2 korea pun hensom n cute jugak! aihh..susukekesgt kat mong ryong cte sassy girl tuh..

winkwink! ;))

Friday, June 4, 2010

tag! baby tag!

waaaahh..first tyme di tag! haha..thank you for the tag honey: anna aljuffrey. ;)

the questions is sound like so easy.haha..;p
here are the questions..lets start!!

Anda rasa anda hot?
what do u mean by hot? is it like hot yg 'hot!' or 'woa..im hott!'
haha..i guess 2 2 pun taakk.. ;p

Bila kali terakhir anda makan pizza?
tarikhnya 16/5..the day i went out with momma n kak syu..best gylak!

Lgu terakhir yg sy dgar?
lagu korea..big bang ~lies..ow yeah..lagu ni sgt menepati hati sy skrg.. ;p

Apa yg anda wat slaen menyelesaikan tag ni?
ym-ing dgn honey anna,balas komen kat fb,harvest pokok kat farm ville,baring kelaparan,
sms-ing my mr 'zed'.. ;p

Slaen nme sndri,anda dipnggil nme ap?
yg sgt common:wani/wany.
yg sgt special:nini
yg tgh nak marah:syazwani(org na mara sy biasenye sebut nme penuh tapy ni ta pnuh lagy. ;p)
yg tersangat na marah:wan nurul syazwani(yg ni paling marah. mama sorg pena panggil mcm ni watu nakal2 dlu)
yg sgt mnggedik:babynini
yg sgt formal:wan nurul syazwani binti wan danial(biasenye cegu la yg panggel mcm ni.hehe)

tag ag 8 org

urmmm..sorg 2 je bole ta?tataw na tag sapelahh..

farahin kamaruddin
nabila hanafiah


;))

Thursday, June 3, 2010

salam..

hello bloggie baby.
sorry syg..
da lame da stat cuti..tapi ta tules ape2 pon kat cini..
act tade moodlah na nules lagy..
tapy sbb tgk fara pny blog cam best je..ni yg na tules gak nih..haha

im currently n officially SINGLE.
so guys pls stop asking me about my ex.
dah tade pape dgn dy.n if possible tanak ade pape dgn dy lagy.
org terdekat je taw kenapa.

u r hurting me. y cant u just stop? dulu smpay skrg u never change.
i dont wanna live with peeps like u.i dont want anything from u.
please go away from me.please sgt2.
i admit that im a fools when im with u.
im so stupid.n i dont want to be like yesterday anymore.
i wanna forget my past if possible bcz i know that i cant.
i cant be with u anymore.im so sorry.i just cant.
ill hurt u more if we still couple.i dont love u like i love u yesterday.
u keep threatening me.u know that i will cry n feel scared about it.
yes i scared.hurm.i dont know how to tell u anymore.
cant u think? how am i suppose to live with someone that scares me?
takan la na idup dlm ketakutan smpay maty?
i want a perfect life.i must choose the best for my self n for my future childs.im sorry.

i do like someone right now. but i dont know much about him.
n i dont really think that he likes me.
he is a very cute n smart guy i had ever met.
thank you for being my friend.

i think for now,my future is more important.
i wanna be whatever i wants to be.
i wanna do whatever i wants to.
i wanna be free.
i don't need a bf who always wanna control my life.
i need a bf that always love me n doesn't do lies.
i want to make my parents proud with me.
there's a lot of things that i want to do for my parents.

everyday i keep asking myself.
what am i suppose to do?
what do i really want?
how am i suppose to live?
even when im smiling,sometimes i feel that im a fake,hypocrite person.

ihatethissomuch. idontwannalivelikethisanymore. iwannalivemyownlife. pleasestophurtingme. enoughisenough.