“It's so hard to forget pain, but it's even harder to remember sweetness. We have no scar to show for happiness. We learn so little from peace.”
Wednesday, October 31, 2012
Tuesday, October 30, 2012
the pain and the love still there
Ku kesali diriku tuk menyayangi mu
Kata manismu membuat aku percaya kamu
Tak pernah sekalipun membelakangimu
Sumpah setiaku hanya untuk hanya dirimu
Mengapa kau berubah
Cobalah untuk setia
Dan hanya memendam rasa
Tiada kasih tiada cinta
Biarkan aku terus terluka
Biarkan aku terseksa
Sampai bila pun tiada gunanya kau hanya kan mendapat
going no where.
Monday, October 8, 2012
Makbulkan Doaku Wahai Allah
Bismillahirrahmanirrahim.
Ya Allah Ya Tuhanku,
Ampunkan segala dosaku dan dia Ya Allah.
Tempatkan dia dikalangan para syuhadahmu,
dikalangan orang orang beriman,
Luaskan kubur dan berilah cahaya didalamnya,
Jauhkanlah dia dari diseksa azab kuburmu,
Peliharalah keluarga dan keturunannya.
Ya Allah,
Aku maafkan dia keranamu Ya Allah.
Aku halalkan segalanya Ya Allah.
Bantulah aku hapuskan segala rasaku kepadanya.
hapuskan rasa rinduku.
hapuskan rasa saayangku.
aku ta sanggup dia terseksa kerana aku ya Allah.
Aku redha atas segala dugaanmu.
Aku bersyukur atas segala yang kau berikan.
Kuatkan aku Ya Allah.
Kuatkan imanku.
Tabahkan hatiku.
Perbanyakkan sabarku.
Tenangkan Kalbuku.
Terangi jiwaku.
Amin.
Rest in peace Sweetheart
sayang.
Dont you get worry about me.
i've been growing up since the day you left.
im mature enough to accept the fact that you've gone.
like what you wanted before.
like what you've keep babling about how immature i was.
i've changed.
Alhamdulillah.
Maybe this is the good things when you left.
why baby.
why did you left.
janji nak kahwin dengan i kan sayang.
kenapa tak tunggu i?
lagi 2 tahun je i habis sayang.
and till now i stil tertanya kenapa you buat macam tu dekat i and kak zura.
apa salah kitorang sayang?
apa plan you?
we both love you very much.
she loves you.
and i love you too.
i love you very much ever since we've known.
6 years sayang.
i couldnt bear the pain.
the pain from loving you.
its killing me day and night sayang.
sumpah sayang i tak tipu.
i ta pernah tipu you.
remember what you said before?
'sayang you, sabar you, setia you. dah cukup membahagiakan i.'
and im glad that you were happy to be with me.
i tak menyesal sebab i've already gave my best for our relationships.
i've tried my best sayang.
Alhamdulillah.
orang kata perasaan marah akan melebihi perasaan sayang kan.
tapi.
i just dont know why.
perasaan sayang i pada you ta terjejas pun.
i kept telling you about curang and sailang and sort of.
sebab i had the instinct about you doing it.
even you punya janji manis and kata kata tu meyakinkan.
but still i dapat rasa.
maybe tu petunjuk dari Allah
im just hoping that you're doing just fine.
before you pergi you buat banyak kerja and penat kan?
now its time for you to rest.
rest well sayang.
Insyaallah i will recite for you.
even bukan hari hari.
but i will.
Dont you get worry about me.
i've been growing up since the day you left.
im mature enough to accept the fact that you've gone.
like what you wanted before.
like what you've keep babling about how immature i was.
i've changed.
Alhamdulillah.
Maybe this is the good things when you left.
why baby.
why did you left.
janji nak kahwin dengan i kan sayang.
kenapa tak tunggu i?
lagi 2 tahun je i habis sayang.
and till now i stil tertanya kenapa you buat macam tu dekat i and kak zura.
apa salah kitorang sayang?
apa plan you?
we both love you very much.
she loves you.
and i love you too.
i love you very much ever since we've known.
6 years sayang.
i couldnt bear the pain.
the pain from loving you.
its killing me day and night sayang.
sumpah sayang i tak tipu.
i ta pernah tipu you.
remember what you said before?
'sayang you, sabar you, setia you. dah cukup membahagiakan i.'
and im glad that you were happy to be with me.
i tak menyesal sebab i've already gave my best for our relationships.
i've tried my best sayang.
Alhamdulillah.
orang kata perasaan marah akan melebihi perasaan sayang kan.
tapi.
i just dont know why.
perasaan sayang i pada you ta terjejas pun.
i kept telling you about curang and sailang and sort of.
sebab i had the instinct about you doing it.
even you punya janji manis and kata kata tu meyakinkan.
but still i dapat rasa.
maybe tu petunjuk dari Allah
im just hoping that you're doing just fine.
before you pergi you buat banyak kerja and penat kan?
now its time for you to rest.
rest well sayang.
Insyaallah i will recite for you.
even bukan hari hari.
but i will.
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| Arwah Megat Marwan bin Ismail 12 sept 1989-26 aug 2012 |
Your love remains
Though we'll always be apart
Locked forever in a dream
If I ever love again
Even then, nothing will change
Dear baby
In the sunlight of your smile
In the summer of our life
In the magic of love
Storms above scattered away
Lovers dreaming in the night
Reaching for paradise
But as the dark shadows fade
Love slips away
In the summer of our life
In the magic of love
Storms above scattered away
Lovers dreaming in the night
Reaching for paradise
But as the dark shadows fade
Love slips away
Built To Last by Melee
I've looked for love in stranger places,
but never found someone like you.
Someone whose smile makes me feel I've been holding back,
and now there's nothing I can't do.
'Cause this is real, and this is good.
It warms the inside just like it should,
but most of all it's built to last.
All of our friends saw from the start.
So why didn't we believe it too?
Whoa yeah, now look where you are.
You're in my heart now.
And there's no escaping it for you.
'Cause this is real, and this is good.
It warms the inside just like it should,
but most of all it's built to last.
Walking on the hills that night with those fireworks and candlelight
You and I were made to get love right
'Cause this is real, and this is good.
It warms the inside just like it should,
but most of all it's built to last.
'Cause you are the sun in my universe,
considered the best when we've felt the worst
and most of all it's built to last.
but never found someone like you.
Someone whose smile makes me feel I've been holding back,
and now there's nothing I can't do.
'Cause this is real, and this is good.
It warms the inside just like it should,
but most of all it's built to last.
All of our friends saw from the start.
So why didn't we believe it too?
Whoa yeah, now look where you are.
You're in my heart now.
And there's no escaping it for you.
'Cause this is real, and this is good.
It warms the inside just like it should,
but most of all it's built to last.
Walking on the hills that night with those fireworks and candlelight
You and I were made to get love right
'Cause this is real, and this is good.
It warms the inside just like it should,
but most of all it's built to last.
'Cause you are the sun in my universe,
considered the best when we've felt the worst
and most of all it's built to last.
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