Thursday, June 3, 2010
salam..
sorry syg..
da lame da stat cuti..tapi ta tules ape2 pon kat cini..
act tade moodlah na nules lagy..
tapy sbb tgk fara pny blog cam best je..ni yg na tules gak nih..haha
im currently n officially SINGLE.
so guys pls stop asking me about my ex.
dah tade pape dgn dy.n if possible tanak ade pape dgn dy lagy.
org terdekat je taw kenapa.
u r hurting me. y cant u just stop? dulu smpay skrg u never change.
i dont wanna live with peeps like u.i dont want anything from u.
please go away from me.please sgt2.
i admit that im a fools when im with u.
im so stupid.n i dont want to be like yesterday anymore.
i wanna forget my past if possible bcz i know that i cant.
i cant be with u anymore.im so sorry.i just cant.
ill hurt u more if we still couple.i dont love u like i love u yesterday.
u keep threatening me.u know that i will cry n feel scared about it.
yes i scared.hurm.i dont know how to tell u anymore.
cant u think? how am i suppose to live with someone that scares me?
takan la na idup dlm ketakutan smpay maty?
i want a perfect life.i must choose the best for my self n for my future childs.im sorry.
i do like someone right now. but i dont know much about him.
n i dont really think that he likes me.
he is a very cute n smart guy i had ever met.
thank you for being my friend.
i think for now,my future is more important.
i wanna be whatever i wants to be.
i wanna do whatever i wants to.
i wanna be free.
i don't need a bf who always wanna control my life.
i need a bf that always love me n doesn't do lies.
i want to make my parents proud with me.
there's a lot of things that i want to do for my parents.
everyday i keep asking myself.
what am i suppose to do?
what do i really want?
how am i suppose to live?
even when im smiling,sometimes i feel that im a fake,hypocrite person.
ihatethissomuch. idontwannalivelikethisanymore. iwannalivemyownlife. pleasestophurtingme. enoughisenough.
Sunday, May 2, 2010
love test lagyy..-cinta or suke sumone.
cinta kamu cinta terhadap dia. Di hadapan orang yang kita cinta, hati kita akan berdegup kencang.Di hadapan orang yang kita cinta, musim sentiasa berbunga-bunga.Jikalau kita lihat di dalam mata orang yang kita cinta, kita akan kaku.Di depan orang yang kita cinta, kita menjadi malu. Saat kau MENCINTAI seseorang, kau akan melakukan apapun untuk kebahagiaannya walaupun kau harus mengorbankan jiwamu.Saat kau MENCINTAI seseorang dan berada di sisinya maka kau akan menggenggam erat tangannya...CINTA adalah saat ia menangis dan kau akan membiarkannya menangis di bahumu sambil berkata, "Mari kita selesaikan masalah ini bersama-sama."CINTA adalah saat kau melihatnya kau akan berkata, "Buatku dia adalah anugerah terindah yang pernah Tuhan berikan padaku.."Pada saat orang yang kau CINTAi menyakitimu, kau akan berkata, Tak apa dia hanya tak tau apa yang dia lakukan."Pada saat kau CINTA padanya, kau akan selalu MENANTINYA dengan setia dan tulus...CINTA adalah kau akan menemaninya tak kira bagaimanapun keadaanmu ketika itu.CINTA adalah hal yang memberi dengan rela.CINTA di tujukan kepada seseorang yg kita selalu ingat dan mimpi.. Tanpanya kita akan rasa sunyi dan kita cintakan sepenuh jiwa dengan hati yg ikhlas kepadanya walaupun dia buat tak tau je.haha..im so not in love lagy.sbb some of them sy tak rase pon dgn sape2..hurm..gile konpius! ihatemylovelife. |
Saturday, May 1, 2010
happy 19th birthday Naedy!!!!!!!

yg ni kawan lame ak dr uganda..

kembar ni ak impot khas dr chine.

yg ni dr atlantic.

ni ak ngn dato cingci.haha berangan je! ak sorg aje.. ;p

last skali,kwn ak na mnary tarian besday utk kaw.tataw bole bkk ke tak.

Friday, April 30, 2010
love? do i need that?

i think love is whatever.
sumtimes love can be a disaster.
but sumtimes love can makes one happy.
gap exammm..
so skrg ada gap,balekla uma dulu..
hurm..slase mlm ak balek,rabu ptg aba g kl..
jumaat pagy mama g sabah..jmaat mlm aba balek..
huih..mcm bz bebenor femly ak ni..
mcm begilir2 utk bsame ak..
the truth is,i really miss my life.the old life sblm pindah kuantan..
watu tu ase mcm femly ak ni raappaat sgt2..
but things change when kitorg pindah kuantan..
hurm..
boringla duk umah..
rase mcm na kua shopping..
tp tade dwet..
haha
ta saba na tggu watu cuty..
na jmpe kwn2 lame esp fara,cila,anna,mary,khai,hally n laen2..
about mylove life..
agak boring n konpius..
mcm ske kat a yg ni..tp mcm ske kat a yg tu..
tp dlm mse yg sme mcm ske kat s yg ni..tp mcm ske kt s yg lg satu..
haih..
lantakla..
kawen2 ni lambat lagy..
hopefully aku akan betemu dgn jodoh yg baek dunia akhirat..
ow yeah..
i heard a bad news tht makes me feel mad n pissed off!
dont knw y ade jgak sstgh manusia ni yg tataw pape tp kje nye nak mnuduh org..
nak mngate org..
nak mngambil hak org..
buatla fitnah or whatever u want..
dose kaw..
bkn dose kitorg..
kubur kate mari,uma kate pegy..
wake up la man..
u r not growing younger..
stop lying..
stop fitnah others..
law ikotkan aty,nak je ckp: take ur bloody land n go away from our life. if u want it,take it.gado la sesame korg.
jgn libatkan org laen n make crite yg tak munasabah ke munasarawak ke.
huih..
one more,its about boys la..
ak pelikla..
sem lps pon ade je yg dengki ngn ak..
sem ni pn ade je yg ta puas aty ngn ak..
hurm..
if u want tht guy,amik jela..ak bkn ade pape pon dgn dy..ak KAWAN je kot.
takperlu la ko na tgk2 ak mcm ak ni wanita slekeh,buruk,busuk ataw paape jelah..
ak taw la ak tak standeng dgn ko..
take ur bloody handsome man,n brambus dr my life.
stop looking for me n talk shit about me.
panas sungguh haty disaat cuace yg tgh panas nih.
Saturday, March 13, 2010
sis hanim's wedding day!
ta silap name husband dy mohd nazuri..
tema dy wane pink,purple..
baju pngantin dy sgtsgt prettywow!
cun gyle..
tapy tade picca sbb kemre rosak..
haish..
mlm td smpai uma..
mlm esok balik smula ke jengka..
ponatt2!
new things about me:
na jady komander!!
skrg ni baru bakal komander..
doakan sy spy dpt jd komander n dpt bahagikan masa dgn betul..
sy tamaw pljrn terganggu..
insyaallah..
sy mahu mnjadi seorg komander dn bkn komodo..(bak kate mama) ;p
sy mahu jd komander yg berjaya dlm pbsm n pelajaran! yeay!
mama da psan awal2 suh dptkan 3.8 pointer..
haish..agak susah..
but i will try my best..tp if ta dpt jgak..tatawla mcm mne..
hurm..
Tuesday, February 16, 2010
homey. cuty cny.
thn ni pny cny ta best. just braye kt 1 uma je..
;(
tapy pegy holliday kat port dkson..
best sbb abg farid ada..
abg farid blik 1 feb aritu..
i miss k.huda..
;(
ta lme lagy na jady cik wani dah!
yahuu!
i luv u my lovely,pretty sister!
mwamwah!
Wednesday, December 9, 2009
shopping!
ahad lps shopping make up.bknla bnyk cume compact powder,lip gloss n lip balm n impact.
ari ni coping bju 2 helai.n kasut.n mnum caramel frap.sdap gyle.pastu shoping brg dapo.best2!
Friday, December 4, 2009
1. The road represents your attitude towards falling in love. You chose the short road. You fall in love quickly and easily.
2. The number of red roses represents how much you give in a relationship, while the number of white represents what you expect in return. You give 95% and expect 5% in return.
3. This question represents your attitude towards handling relationship problems. You like to get the person yourself. You are a more direct person and like to work out problems immediately.
4. The placement of the roses determines how much you like seeing your boy/girlfriend. You place the roses on the bed. You like to see him/her a lot.
5. This represents your attitude towards his/her personality. You prefer the person to be asleep, you love the person the way s/he is.
6. The road to home tells how long you stay in love with someone. You chose the longer road. You will tend to stay in love for a long time.
;)
- Thinks far with vision
- Easily influenced by kindness
- Polite and soft-spoken
- Having lots of ideas
- Sensitive
- Active mind
- Hesitating
- Tends to delay
- Choosy and always wants the best
- Temperamental
- Funny and humorous
- Loves to joke
- Good debating skills
- Talkative
- Daydreamer
test2!
Long Term Lover
Are you the perfect girl or what? Maybe you're a little shy or lack the dazzling appeal of the Alpha Woman, but when boys get to know you they'll discover the gold deep down. Your love personality is the most likely to find true love and romance, and when you're a little older you'll be much in demand because men will want to hang on to you. Expect a long-term marriage with an adoring husband. Did I mention that you're a great mate too? And an old-round fabulous person to know.
haha..test kiss!
you're an Expert Kisser
You're a kissing pro, but for you, it's all about quality and not quantity. You've perfected your kissing technique and can knock anyone's socks off. And you're adaptable, giving each partner what they crave. When it comes down to it, your kisses are truly unforgettable.
test
You love the crowd... a party animal! Too many “friends”, you can’t easily tell which among them is real and not...
You’re usually expressive... Open about your emotions and most of the time willing to talk about it.
You search for love... you’re a hopeless romantic and every time you enter a relationship, you give your all and believe “this is the One.”
You appreciate simple things in life... You hate complicating things that’s why you’re typically up-front in any aspect.
You’re an ideal boyfriend/girlfriend... You don’t care if your partner doesn’t really love you as long as you love him/her. You give your all...
You’re intimidating! People have an impression that you’re elite—or if not, you simply look sophisticated. You gain praises but not companions.
You love actions... with the hero-like taste! You focus on your strengths and use them to protect persons/things that are important to you.
hurmm..
td my bb baru text dy ckp dy dpt hp baru..n bulan 1 dpt keta baru..pastu dy ckp na tuka imej n minx ak jd juru perunding dy..
ak suke dgn perubhn dy..myb he needs it..ak sntiasa support dy..
tapy,ak risau.adakah ini pmulaan bg dy matang?perubahan dlm diri dy?mcm mne if dy brubah hati?ak ada bnyk kekurgn dn sbb2 yg akn memwatkan dy tgglkan aku.
ak pcayekan dy.tp,ntahla.
kesedihan n kekeliruan melanda.
Thursday, December 3, 2009
kepada:Huda Danial. kakanda yg tersyg. semoga pnjg umur n murah rezeki. heppy2 ke anak cucu dgn husband! i luv u very2! heee..
kepada: Zila anak wak Ngali. syg,u dah 18! bole tgk tuut! hahak. smoga heppy2 dgn kami(kawan2),fmly n K*** ke T****(bf). haha.. thanx 4 being my very understanding friend. luv u ketat2!
new!
i believe tht sume org ada kngn yg msg2.so do i.hurm..mcm mane na lupekan kngn pahit?? susa sgt..walaupun org yg wat salah tu da minx maaf,tp still rase sakit aty..mcm kngn tu/org tu dah digam kan dkt hati je.
ak ingt masuk u kt jgka boleh wat ak jauhkan diri dr dy.ataw lupekan dy.rupenye,dy pon masok uitm jgka.kenape msty jengka?????????????? bile ak rase tanak jumpe dy,watu tu lah dy muncul dpn ak.ak cube utk maafkan dy,tp bile ak tgk muke dy,ak rase sakit haty sgt2.ak rase benci sgt2 kt dy.bak kate phsm(pontianak harum sundal mlm)"aku akan rampas ape yg kau rampas dr aku!".tp,what for??rmpas sorg lelaki??what a stupid act! i wont do that.even if my bf had a crush with another girl,i wont stand 4 my bf.nak amik,amiklah.what worth fighting over a guy?? mcm bodo je?
tp tulah kan.mcm mne ak na lupekan kngn silam tu dan jd kwn yg baek.seorg yg tidak pendendam,pembenci.ak tahu aku bukan org yg mcm tu.tp knpe pd si dia seorg ak mcm tu?knape?ak keliru sgt.mungkin aku cemburu akan kelebihan yg ada pd diri dy.yep.pd aku,dy ckup sempurna.wanita yg cantik,tabah,body cun,bijak.seswayla dgn ex ak tu.
ak ta bole cte ape yg da tjady.sbb ak da tanak ingt ape yg tjadi.let by gone be by gone.cume aku yg susah sgt nak padamkan api kebencian dlm diri aku.
ya allah,kau padamkanlah hasad dengki,kebencian dlm hatiku ini.biarlah aku hidup dengan tenang.tanpa rasa benci thadapnya apabila aku melihat wajahnya.Amin.