salam..

hello bloggie baby.
sorry syg..
da lame da stat cuti..tapi ta tules ape2 pon kat cini..
act tade moodlah na nules lagy..
tapy sbb tgk fara pny blog cam best je..ni yg na tules gak nih..haha

im currently n officially SINGLE.
so guys pls stop asking me about my ex.
dah tade pape dgn dy.n if possible tanak ade pape dgn dy lagy.
org terdekat je taw kenapa.

u r hurting me. y cant u just stop? dulu smpay skrg u never change.
i dont wanna live with peeps like u.i dont want anything from u.
please go away from me.please sgt2.
i admit that im a fools when im with u.
im so stupid.n i dont want to be like yesterday anymore.
i wanna forget my past if possible bcz i know that i cant.
i cant be with u anymore.im so sorry.i just cant.
ill hurt u more if we still couple.i dont love u like i love u yesterday.
u keep threatening me.u know that i will cry n feel scared about it.
yes i scared.hurm.i dont know how to tell u anymore.
cant u think? how am i suppose to live with someone that scares me?
takan la na idup dlm ketakutan smpay maty?
i want a perfect life.i must choose the best for my self n for my future childs.im sorry.

i do like someone right now. but i dont know much about him.
n i dont really think that he likes me.
he is a very cute n smart guy i had ever met.
thank you for being my friend.

i think for now,my future is more important.
i wanna be whatever i wants to be.
i wanna do whatever i wants to.
i wanna be free.
i don't need a bf who always wanna control my life.
i need a bf that always love me n doesn't do lies.
i want to make my parents proud with me.
there's a lot of things that i want to do for my parents.

everyday i keep asking myself.
what am i suppose to do?
what do i really want?
how am i suppose to live?
even when im smiling,sometimes i feel that im a fake,hypocrite person.

ihatethissomuch. idontwannalivelikethisanymore. iwannalivemyownlife. pleasestophurtingme. enoughisenough.