i feel so confused with my feelings right now.
feel sad. feel like i miss him so much.
sometimes i feel like i can stop loving him.
but i cant.
we are getting to know each other.
but not much. there s nothing much i know about him.
i cant stop my eyes from stalking ur page.
i dont know why i cant keep my eyes over you.
shit kan? u pnah ckp mcm tu kat i dulu.
i deny it. but the truth is,whenever i online,i will view ur page.
i keep denying whatever thing that u said to me.
segan okay. takan nak mngaku.
u know i like u.
i wanna stop liking u bcause ive started to love u.
stiap kali i na try to stop it, i mesti ta dapat na bwat.
i mesti nak balas msg u.
nk dga suara u.
nk tgk pic u.
benciokay.
i cant get rid u from my mind.
keep thinking about u day n night.
knape ye i suka u?
pelik gila.
u never know how i feel.
sbb u tak rase ape i rase.
i guess ape u cakap ari tu,tipu je kan?
u said u like me. u wanna be with me.
tp lpas tu i tgk u mcm nk jauhkan diri dr i je.
if i ade wat salah,tell me.
sakit sgt rasa mcm ni.
pendam perasaan.
i'd love u to want me.
tapi i sedar i mcm mana.
u will never like me more than friendskan?
i tade ape yg u nak dr a gurl.
u just lying kan?
tell me,mcm mana i nak lupakan u?
everytime i dga suare u,i tgk pic u,i borak ngn u.
my heart beep faster n i rase mremang sgat n i rase seram sejuk.
i tataw nape.
i always nak nmpk good dpan u.
tpi i taw i bnyk kekurangan.
i benci bila dga lagu yg u pna ckp kt i.
sbb i akan tringat kat u.
tringat how cute u are,how special u are.
benci sgt.
smakin i cuba utk bencikan u,smakin tu la i sayangkan u.
i benci sgt2 perasaan i.
i ta saba sgt na masuk blaja.
i nak bz kan diri i n lupakan u terus.
maybe i rasa mcm ni sbb i lonely.
hopefully i dapat lupakan u.
u org kedua yg i skype webcam. first,my ex.
pelik sgt i stuju utk wc ngn u.
i always wonder,
do you ever think about me?
do you ever think about us?
for sure i takan tny u.
tears are words too painful for a broken heart to speak.
im going to smile like nothings wrong.
talk like everything is perfect.
act like its just a dream.